#((Honestly though check out rainy's blog))

[marengogo]

hi!!

i have some questions regarding the cake issue, i'd ask chikooritajjk, but i'm honestly terrified of them 😞

did the other members get a cake for a pre release track?

ik jin got one for 'astronaut' and jk got one for both 'dreamers' + 'seven', but those are both singles...

so imo it's a little weird that the company would get tae a cake for a 'love me again' and 'rainy days' and not just wait for his album

also i saw them talking about wasting cake, but isn't there a thing where they can have the bakery frost styrofoam so it'll look like a cake? plus the members are given cakes on their birthday and sometimes they don't eat them...

don't want to cause issues btw! if jimin really didn't want a cake, i'm fine with it bc that's his choice, i'm just confused about some things

if you don't feel like answering, you don't have to!

ik you (and other bloggers) are not chikooritajjk's mail box and if i was able to come off anon without causing myself a anxiety attack 🙃, i would definitely just ask them directly! but i also like your thoughts and opinions as well on bts and jikook related things 😊

sorry for bothering you 💜

so i see my ask was taken the wrong way 😞 just want to clear up a few things i don't hate chikooritajjk, i honestly think they're lovely and are very helpful with explaining things (streaming, bts, jikook, queer topics ect), so it does make me sad that it came across that way i'm scared of them bc i have social anxiety and really want to talk to them about things they discuss (i know, it's a me problem, got that 🫡) and trust me, it took a lot to even send that ask bc ik people don't always like answering asks concerning other bloggers wasn't trying to sabotage your friendship with them either, i follow both your blogs and love BOTH OF YOUR POSTS i sent the cake ask bc i'm genuinely confused and had some questions, and like i said ik it was more so an ask for chikooritajjk, but you have been interacting their posts and agreeing with them and i also wanted to hear YOUR OWN thoughts on it i don't mind being corrected or told i'm wrong btw, as long as someone isn't rude or disrespectful (which neither you or chikooritajjk have been btw!!) i do fear that this interaction has only reinforced my issues with interacting off anon with jkkrs though, after this i'll leave you both alone (won't send anymore asks), as that is probably you want so sorry for bothering you both, i truly did not mean to cause any discomfort or issues with my ask and probably this one.... hope you both are doing well and can't wait for more of your insightful posts! — a lost anon

Hello 🎂-Anon,

Hope you don’t mind me calling you like this, if you do please let me know.

I’ve been sitting here trying to figure out the best way to tackle your Ask as I think I’ve kinda already addressed your second ask in my post this morning. See, the thing is, whoever “baked” this particular conspiracy was so successful that many are now really so convinced that the absence of said eggs, flour & milk are actually a substantial part of a lot of the evil surrounding JM. 

But let me start with the easy part of the Ask. “did the other members get a cake for a pre release track?” Namjoon didn’t get a single slice of cake from Hybe, be it pre-release or release don't worry about what the tweet says, just want you to check out the type of cakes Joonie received, if you are interested!:

Two of the cakes were given to him by separate groups of his own friends and one was sent to him by the production team of “The Dictionary of Useless Human Knowledge”.

Now, to get back to the “source of evil” topic, it is very much an issue with the way that Chapter 2 is unfolding. It’s not about eggs, flour & milk, but about the people who found a way to make you believe that eggs, flour & milk are part of the problem. It’s about not being aware of what kind of space your SM environment might have turned into, such as not knowing that Namjoon also didn’t receive a cake, because the same people who are guiding your perception are also, shaping your environment and trying to create narratives that heavily aid in hindering the gravity of real issues that the boys might be facing.

So please, if you can, forget about the cake 🎂-Anon! It’s not about wastage or the performative act, or whatever. Did JM want cake from HYBE specifically? Unless he tells us, we can’t know, I mean if you ask me, he seems to have planned his FACE WEVERSE live to a T, I really don’t think he wanted any. Anyways, what we do now know though, thanks to Tae, is that there is a high possibility he might have not wanted it. Same as Joon.

The mishandling of Chapter 2 is so Ugh! Quite literally it is as if Pandora’s Box was opened and all sorts of shit just came rushing out 😩😩😩. BUT I will address all of these in the post I mentioned that I am working on, so for now, If I could please ask you to take a second and think about the boys real quick. MEGA-Celebrities who have been in the game for 10 years (without counting pre-debut) and not only that, they are part of the biggest group on this planet, they are BIG-big, with big money, and big problems … do you see them losing sleep over eggs, flour & milk? 

Should we be? 

Hope this answers your question and I really do hope you’ll be looking forward to my post, cause, ONCE AGAIN, I REALLY CAN'T STRESS THIS ENOUGH: There is soooooo much in Chapter 2 that needs to be address for-real-real 🤡. 

Always respectfully yours 💜🫰🏾,

Marengo.

[bergens-adventure-tours]

Week 7: March 27th – April 2nd, 2023 // Final Count Down

It’s been such an eventful roller coaster this week! Nearing my final days in Tassie I’ve been wrapping up loose ends for van things, making an effort to check off some of the final main “must-sees,” and trying to make the most of my remaining time here.  It’s been a rather emotional one if I’m being honest.  The reality of me venturing off properly on my own is setting in and I’d be lying if there wasn’t a lot of anxieties coming with it. Between the usual worrying I’ll forget something important, to the unknown adventures and mishaps, to the general lack of expertise in so many things.  I feel as though I’m throwing myself into the deep end, and while I’m SO incredibly excited for what has been a dream of mine for years to finally become reality, there’s a healthy amount of “what the fuck am I doing” to keep me grounded? Level-headed? Who knows lol.

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We kicked off this week with a true Tassie must experience!  I brought my car out to a mechanic in Triabunna to get some work done [stuff required for the safety certificate I needed – I’m going to do a whole separate post dedicated to buying a vehicle in Australia], which was coincidentally just a 10minute walk to the ferry that’ll take you to Maria Island!  Maria Island is infamous for its abundance of wildlife (Wombats, Kangaroos, Wallabies, Pademelons, etc.) and endless trails for walking and biking. I mentioned the details in a recent Instagram post https://www.instagram.com/p/CqVZbZvyTO2/ but the island doesn’t allow cars, making it an absolute dream space to properly disconnect and venture into nature (keep an eye out for a detailed post on Maria Island in the future).  Most of the island doesn’t get much service either so it really does force you to be present with your surroundings.  I turned my phone on airplane mode and used the little paper map from the information centre to get around, using mostly just my camera for capturing little moments.

The weather was perfect, mostly overcast but warm, with few breaks of sun.  My favourite moments from this day were wandering across the beach and the painted cliffs barefoot for about an hour – just taking time to really admire the beauty of the naturally formed patterns –

getting to sit with a wombat, and capture a really beautiful photo of a kookaburra.

Unfortunately for the van, one of the parts ordered didn’t arrive… so we were left to hope the mechanic back in Hobart would give me the safety certificate anyways…

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Plot twist… they did!! Tuesday I called them up first thing to see if they could change my appointment to meet with me that day (the girl I bought the van from was leaving the next day for a 9-day trip, so this was quite literally our last chance to get everything officially and properly signed over to me).   Brought it in and 2 hours later was handed the safety certificate!  It was a super rainy day, so I spent most of it curled up in the van outside the Fitzy Castle house, working on blogs, editing my photos from Maria Island, working out some plans for my final week.  Taking it relatively easy after the big win.

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Wednesday is once things really started to kick into gear.  Met up with Stefi (the girl I bought Peg from) in Sorrell to get the registration moved to my name, transferred from Queensland to Tasmanian plates, and get a Tasmanian drivers licence!  I think the woman at Service Tassie had a good laugh at us – she made a comment about how it seemed so funny to be so stoked about getting new plates and a driver’s licence – all we could really say was that it had been such a long time coming to get to this point!  Honestly, everything else for this trip has been so seamlessly smooth – I’ve been lucky to have made some really incredible connections for all aspects of my trip, the support I’ve received here has gone well above anything I could’ve ever expected – but the process for getting the van actually put in my name has for sure been as nail-biting as you could get it.  Quite literally got drawn out to the last possible second, but SO thankful it all worked out!

I’d been in need for a good climb, so once I got settled back, had some food, I took myself to the gym for a good boulder sesh.  It’s been so cool and motivating seeing the progression I’ve been making in my strength and technique.  Working through routes I would never even be attempting back home, even at my strongest.  I feel a different level of confidence building up this time around, which has been a lot of fun to navigate and witness.

Spent the rest of the evening + afternoon applying to Sea Shepherd’s volunteer photographer position.  I got really into it and ended up putting together a proper portfolio, which got me really excited and eager to look into more work and potential opportunities similar to this.  Maybe even some blogging for another company! (Any takers?)

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Thursday morning, I finished up and sent off the application, then made my way to the MONA (Museum of New and Old Art).  I had been told it was a cool experience, but this well exceeded my expectations.  For starters, the grounds and architecture are absolutely stunning! So much thought went into not just a place to hold art, but to physically experience it too from the inside and the outside.  All your senses are activated when you walk through.  You begin by going down 3 or 4 floors underground, and the rest I’ll leave to you to have to experience yourself one day.  Let’s just say, I’ve spent a lot of time in museums, especially in Europe, and I think this is my favourite by a long shot.

After eating some lunch and hanging in the van in the MONA parking lot while the rain went past, I made my way to the Royal Tasmanian Botanical Garden’s.  It’s quite similar to the UBC Botanical Garden’s but is free to park and enter, and a bit smaller.  Super stunning layout and plant life, with lots of really beautifully detailed + informative little signs scattered throughout the park.  My favourites were the signs sharing how indigenous people use the plants for materials, medicine, etc.

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Friday was SUCH a great day. Leah and I had been meaning to connect for a while so we spent the day out at Port Arthur’s visiting the Tasmanian Devil Unzoo, hiking Cape Raoul, and hitting up the infamous ‘Trout Party’ back in Hobart!

I was really impressed with how the Unzoo was set up. The place is meant to help protect Devil’s from contracting the illness that spread like wildfire and wiping out I think something like 95% of the population.  Thanks to efforts like theirs, the Devil’s have been rescued from extinction, but still have a long way to go to no longer be considered endangered. Check out the Unzoo website for more information: https://tasmaniandevilunzoo.com.au/save-the-devil/.

Cape Raoul was a beautiful 15.5km hike out to stunning cliff face views, similar to those of Cape Hauy, but with a lot less “up down.”

For those wondering what a ‘Trout Party’ is – one of the houses in the friend has a little bar room that is decked out to be the ultimate “fisherman bar.”  It’s just a small room off the backyard with exactly what you’d imagine!  This house is known for throwing some pretty fun parties at least a couple times a year, so everyone looks forward to them!

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Saturday I managed to get in a bit of a slower morning before spending the whole afternoon with Rhys working on the van.  The van build has been such a fun learning process, getting to use power tools, brainstorming designs, figuring out ways to make the most use of our material, the many… many… trips to Bunnings (Australia’s version of a Home Depot), seeing my little home come together.   Slowly but surely.  We had a few little hiccups with the original electrical set up, but thankfully the owner of the house we’ve been using to build out of is an electrician and was super willing and eager to help get it back up and running.  I’ve actually really enjoyed the electrical part a lot.  It makes me more excited about the idea of designing a proper van from scratch in the future – one with a functioning sink and shower, and lights on dimmers, with electrical outlets. Actually use my schooling for once lol.

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Sunday I made a point to get out to the Farmgate market one last time.  I really didn’t take advantage of the markets back home, and I know this is something I want to be doing more of. Supporting the small local businesses, buying your produce for the week, trying new products, gathering with friends to sit in the park or going solo and wandering leisurely.

The afternoon was spent much more of the same – meeting with Rhys thinking it was our last day of building, just to find ourselves saying “we probably only need a few more hours tomorrow.”  We definitely made really good progress today though! It was actually coming together – all the drawers fit together (like a glove I might add… every millimeter really does count) and screwed down into the van, electrical fully up n running, fridge properly set up.  The end is truly near…

Then spent the evening hanging out with the house + Sophie for dinner and watching an episode of Alone; this year’s season is filmed here in Tassie!

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The final days have me feeling a whirlwind of emotions, but overall, I’m feeling incredibly grateful for my time and experiences I’ve had.  It turned out to be so much more than I could’ve imagined.  The people I’ve met and the support I’ve received has been truly wonderful.  Now I move into the last days of preparing to leave for the official big adventure, with no one but myself and Peg.  It’s a journey I’ve longed for years, and now… here we are.

Wish me luck.

Stay passionate and curious, Hunter♡

04/03/2023

[ask-bootleg-sgrub]

aT: **so i heard you liked to eat so i found this**

aT: **looks edible enough**

aT: **except for the acid its shooting**

cG: Jerdan,, that look5 really,, REALLY dangerous2.....

gA: I would agrree with Vyalet here, Jerrdan. That does not look fit forr any forrm of consumption.

aT: **whos the person who survived on an icy mountain their whole life**

aT: **its me now shut up**

((For @rainydaysrainygays, the moment that I saw Parjat I instantly fell in love so I had to drew her for you. I hope I did well enough! She has likely the most complicated outfit I’ve had to draw so far, BUT THAT DIDN’T DETER ME FROM TRYING!!! Also, meet Jerdan! I hope you enjoy!))

[leoneslover]

hey baby! how are you? 💞🌷I hope you're well. can I request a night car trip? like, inspired in your post rainy days! the bucci gang return to the mission and the path is long for home, is late and the sun start to sleep. so relaxing to imagine! please and thank you! if you don't understand, I can explain in another ask jabsisjaa. I love you and your blog! is the best. 💗💟

-✿

Late car rides ༄

Bucci gang x reader(gn!)

Warnings: none!

A/n: omg my first jjba request 😳 hi bub <3 This is such a sweet request I love it! Hope you like it 🥺

☆彡 BRUNO:

• Often times, when the team comes back from a mission, he’s usually the one sitting next to the driver.

• However, when he realizes how long the trip back home was gonna be, and how tired you look, he decided to switch spots with Abbacchio.

• (Who was very displeased by the way, since Giorno was the one driving).

• Usually, the van was filled with loud talks and some bickering from the back seats (aka: fugo and Narancia), but this time, it was surprisingly quiet.

• Whether it was because of how tired and sore everyone was, or because they didn’t really have anything to talk about anymore, it didn’t matter.

• He was pleased to finally have some time to relax until they got back.

• He would turn over to look at you every once in a while, to check how you were doing.

• If you showed any kind of discomfort, he’d try to fix it right away.

• And in case you wanted to take a nap, we will definitely make you lay down with your head on his lap.

• You’d get some comments from the guys in the back, but none of you really cared.

• The only thing in your mind for the rest of the ride was Bruno’s soft fingers caressing your face and hair as you let the movement of the van lull you to sleep.

☆彡 LEONE:

• He kinda hates long car rides, but he also kinda likes them.

• I guess it depends on his mood, but he likes to look out the window while he’s blasting some of his favorite music in his headphones every once in a while.

• If he ever happens to bring earbuds once, he will give you one so you can listen together.

• Look he’ll even put on some of your favorite songs if he’s feeling bold enough.

• Might fall asleep before you, specially if the mission was particularly stressful or if he got involved in any physical battle.

• But it’s fine, because actually those are the times where you can snuggle close to him and watch the landscape from the window without him complaining.

• And if you fall asleep against him, he might unconsciously lean his head against you in his sleep.

• Honestly, it’s the cutest thing ever, and take for granted that the rest of team is definitely gonna take some pictures of you two the first times this happens.

• It’s just that soft Abbacchio is a uncommon sight that’s all.

☆彡 MISTA:

• I headcannon that he’s a sleepy boy, so probably the second you guys jump into the van, he’s already closing his eyes.

• Also he probably sleeps like a dad, y’know, with his arms crossed in his chest and his head leaned back into wherever he’s sitting JSBDBSNXN

• Anyways, if you’re tired as well, then expect for him to let you cuddle up against him so you can both enjoy a silent nap until you get home.

• He’ll probably wrap an arm around you as well 🥺

• However, if you don’t feel like sleeping with him, then he’ll definitely ask for head rubs.

• Just let him lean his head on your shoulder (or lap if there’s enough space) and rub his head through his hat.

• (He’ll let you take it off when he gets more sleepy and you’ll have to physically stop Narancia from taking pictures. Yes, the sight of his hair is a very rare one).

• I feel like the pistols would probably want attention as well.

• So also expect to have a bunch of little yellow ones cuddling up all over you for a well deserved rest.

• (Dont make the mistake of caressing one of them tho, cause then the rest are gonna want some love as well and before you know it you’re gonna be patting heads for the entire ride).

• Overall, is a very relaxing experience, since it’s one of the very few times you get to see your boyfriend completely relaxed.

☆彡 NARANCIA:

• Another long car ride hater.

• Hes a very active person, even after tough missions; so it’s probably gonna be very hard for him to sit still all the way back, as much as it was earlier when you guys where heading to the place.

• So for the sake of everyone else in the van (specially fugo, he’s already stressed enough), you’re gonna have to keep him distracted so there aren’t any more fights until you get home.

• Your favorite thing to do in these occasions is to show him new music.

• It’s not a secret at all the fact that Narancia loves music more than anybody else, I feel like it probably means a lot to him.

• So for you to be showing him the music that you like ??? Oh you got his full attention for sure.

• Doesn’t matter if it isn’t the usual genre he listens to, he’s still gonna sit through the whole album either with his eyes closed or looking at some spot ahead of him, focusing on whatever it is that you’re showing him.

• (The rest of the gang is amazed at how long you’ve managed to keep him relatively quiet)

• He might add some comments here and there at some songs, pointing out how cool some of them are and how amazing your music taste is.

• And if you make a playlist with songs both of you like specially for these long car rides.... oh god.

• Lets just say that he’s gonna sit almost entirely silent during the entire trip, looking out the window while sharing headphones with a deep blush on his face and a permanent smile plastered on his face.

• (You guys might even hold hands too 😳😳)

☆彡 FUGO:

• He’s probably the one who enjoys long car rides the most.

• The sight of his beautiful Italy as the sun sets through the window really makes him calm.

• He might get a little sleepy too after these tough missions, specially since he’s probably the one who gets the most injuries since he refuses to use his stand to fight.

• So be gentle with him on the way back, maybe actually treat his wounds and sore spots momentarily until you can properly heal him when you get back, (or more like force Giorno to heal him with his stand but it’s the same thing).

• I headcannon that he has a sort of fixation with his s/o’s hands, so expect for him to be holding your hands and playing with your fingers while he slowly falls asleep.

• You might also wanna keep a close eye on Narancia and Mista as well, y’know, to make sure they don’t do anything stupid that might accidentally piss your boyfriend off.

• If he’s feeling extra moody that day, he’d probably ask if he can lean into you rather than the window as he rests.

• (He says its because you’re more comfortable, but in reality he just wants to keep you as close as he can until you guys get home and he can finally cuddle up with you as much as he wants)

• He might also make some small talk with you for a little while, talking about the events of the day or some other stuff to get his mind a little more distracted.

• In conclusion, he loves long car rides, mainly because he likes to have an excuse to be really close to you during long periods of time.

☆彡 GIORNO:

• Usually, he’s the assigned driver for the gang’s missions.

• So naturally, you’re gonna be his copilot.

• And even though he’d love to be napping in the backseat with you like the rest of the group, he actually kinda prefers it this way.

• He enjoys driving, so what a better way to it than by having his beloved s/o sitting by his side and keeping him company as you get home.

• If you can, you’re probably gonna get some snacks that you’d have to hide from the others so you can share them while they sleep.

• Often times, you’re just gonna sit comfortably on the passenger seat (but with your seatbelt on, and your legs on the seat, he’s very insistent on that since he doesn’t want you to get too injured in case you guys get in a car crash or something), sharing your favorite snacks and talking about all sorts of stuff.

• He’d probably spend the first portion of the trip either quietly thinking to himself about the mission you had, or sharing his thoughts about it with you so you guys can discuss about it.

• And after making sure no one is really paying attention to you (or that it’s too dark for anyone to see really), he might slide his hand over to your thigh and place it there.

• Or your hand if that’s what you’re more comfortable with.

• And yes, he’s gonna do the little thumb rub thingy 🥺🥺.

• The whole thing kinda feels as if you guys were the parents of the group taking your kids home after a long vacation or something like that.

• And you couldn’t ask for anything better honestly.

[writingssummit]

𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐤𝐲𝐮𝐮 𝐛𝐨𝐲𝐬 𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮 !

dancing headcannons !

content: fluff, that’s really it lol 

characters: sugawara, terushima, tendou, yamaguchi, oikawa.

a/n: not me listening to a haikyuu playlist and getting inspo from it- totally didn’t stay up all night to finish season 3 either wha t ? idk what you’re talking about.

i noticed my bnha post didn’t do so well, so i’ll stick with the haikyuu guys (and girls maybe? ooo) for now <3 hope you enjoy some silly fluff with them !

sugawara !

2nd most wholesome on this list.

Suga and you are just cleaning up the gym after practice one day.

You’re not exactly glad to be doing it, but you had offered to help your boyfriend out earlier,so there was no turning back now.

You had decided to play some music at some point, opting for an upbeat playlist to help you.

With motivation, of course! Upbeat music got you in that mood. Plus, the sound was cool inside the gym.

You hear Sugawara humming along every so often, the way you two moved around each other as you cleaned was almost like it’s own kind of dance, and you couldn’t help but smile.

“Sugar, come here.”

He takes your hands in his, pulling you away from the task at hand all of a sudden

You protest a little, but you give in and just stay put.

He’s grinning at you, tugging you a little closer.

“What’s this?” You cock an eyebrow at him.

“Just a little dance, c’mon! The clean up can wait a bit longer. Your face will get wrinkles with how much you’ve been pouting.”

Okay backhanded remark aside, you couldn’t just say no

You laugh as he sways back an forth with you to the beat, occasionally stepping on each other.

“Guess we both have two left feet, Y/N.” He jokes, spinning you around as the song changed to a slower one.

Any dances with him are just lighthearted and fun, neither of you really minding the fact that it was so offbeat.

Get dance lessons smh 

He’d add in twirls here and there

Eventually you’d settle down from all the laughs and goofing off and just sway back and forth slowly, you head resting on his chest, his hands on your waist.

Please omg I want this :’)

You guys get so caught up in it that somebody ends up coming back and then catching you both (yes, it was daichi, and yes he left awkwardly).

terushima !

This mans tries to be suave when he dances

You aren’t fooling anybody okay

stick with the sprinkler or something -

If anything, his dancing can be described as chaotic and random.

Sure, he has some moves but sir you aren’t michael jackson or something- 

One night in particular though, it’s a bit different. 

He kept bugging you to check something out with him that night, and so you just agreed instead of arguing about it at 2am.

He shows up at your window and he climbs inside your room.

Yes, yes he did and I do not regret that 

“Y/N! Check it out!”

You have to shush him because wtf it’s 3AM SIR

He’s quick to apologize, and just shoves one of the earbuds to his phone at you, and you of course pop it into your ear

And then you’re being pulled close and away gently, and his tongue is sticking out in slight concentration. cute :’)

i honestly forgot what this was called so uh my bad but it’s really fun trust me

“Somebody’s been practicing.” Tease him, please LOL

“It’s fun, right??”

So he CAN dance, if he actually tries. B)

Yeah don’t forget that he literally snuck into your house, because I sure haven’t

Your parents woke up not soon after you both started to laugh and giggle, but you didn’t hear the footsteps because you both were to wrapped up in the music and each other

Let’s just say he was banned from the house for a month or so 

Worth it though

tendou !

At this point it’s common knowledge that he breaks out into little dances randomly 

He isn’t even confined to any actual type of dance, he just goes for whatever he feels like doing in the moment, whatever feels right

So whenever you dance with him, it’s always really entertaining to watch him

But

He’ll tug you into a dance literally anywhere without a care in the world.

Which is cute omg, but social anxiety could never

This time just happened to be on the sidewalk, because there was a musician, and in Tendou’s words; “We can’t just let their music go to waste~”

So yeah, he’s dancing with you on the sidewalk in front of literal strangers and you’re embarrassed to say the least dw i would be too T^T

Like sir please why here

He’s reassuring you over and over that you’re just fine, let the people stare, etc etc. After all, you’re just having fun together, and that’s no crime

True, y’all could be robbing the pet store of hamsters if you really wanted to. yes i imagine he would do that and I’ll say it again smh

You end up loosening up eventually, he was just too happy and c’mon, this is Tendou. :’)

Y’all may have started a public dance floor

And it’s awesome as hell when you think about it

He twirls you dramatically, waving his free hand around as he hummed along to the song.

“Y/N, see what happens when you have just a liiiittle bit of fun? Hm~?”

Okay fine you see his point there

Literally sounds so fun to do this, so he gets 100/10 

yamaguchi !

Here’s the most wholesome one imo. unless that was tendou, idk-

Yams is so sweet with you, to the way he holds your hand, how he talks to you, all of it.

Dancing with you is no exception here.

He and you were sitting in the living room, all snuggled up on the couch together because it was a rainy day. 

Rainy days were always so calm and nice with him, just watching tv or napping together.

Yams asked you if you wanted to dance this time, rather bashfully though

And then you had an amazing idea

“What if we did it outside? Like in the movies?”

“H-Huh?”

Baby is blushing :’)

But he’s totally up for the idea, he’s nodding and agreeing right away.

Which is how you guys ended up outside in the pouring rain. 

You both were not prepared for the feeling of wet clothes sticking to your skin, it was mildly uncomfortable to say the least-

But you guys were just barefoot on the driveway and you both were holding each other close, just enjoying being there together that it kind of outweighed the initial discomfort

You settled for gentle, slow swying as your head rested against him, his hand reaching up to stroke your cheek every once and awhile

Yes his head is resting on top of yours, or at least his chin is resting on your shoulder

He makes a joke about how it’s weird to dance with no music

And then you end up just humming together and making your own. :’)

By the time you guys are done, you both vow to do it again, it was actually really calming

But of course y’all are soaking wet so it’s dry off time

Expect many cuddles after :D

oikawa !

Okay as much as he’s not my favorite of all time

I can appreciate the idea that he’d be the most knowledgeable dancer on this list

Like mans can serve and set like nobody’s business

But he can also dance.

He’s honestly proud of his dance skills, and takes it upon himself to teach you.

He’s a a bad teacher tho -

You guys are at your house during a holiday with your family, and he of course said his present to you this year is to teach you how to dance

Your family finds it funny because they know you can’t dance for your life.

But they’re egging Oikawa on

“Please no, end my suffering”

“So dramatic, tsk tsk. C’mon, Y/N-chan, it’ll be fun! I’m a great teacher.”

No you aren’t but go off LMAO

The first 15 minutes is awkward because you literally don’t know where to put your feet or hands.

Oikawa is smirking at you, because he finds it adorable 

After a bit of teaching you have some of it down, so now it’s just you both waltzing around the living room, trying not to bump into furniture

Your family is clapping and hooting because that’s what parents do apparently

You smack his arm lightly when he leans down to peck at your jaw real quick

Sir please

He gets a A+ for actually knowing an actual dance dance, but a B because

I know he would suck at teaching.

thanks for reading this ! i hope these were decent, i had fun writing tendou’s and suga’s, it gave me serotonin LOL - 

asks/requests are open ! check yay’s and nay’s in basics for this blog !

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Check in tag!

Thanks for tagging me, @druidx! :)

1. Why did you choose your url?

Well, Rain is my online name, and I write so... tada!

2. Any sideblogs? If you have them name them and why you have them?

Yes! This is my main blog but I also have a personal sideblog (random reblogs for funsies and interests and whatnot) and a music side blog that I am not so active on anymore. I do miss it sometimes. I made it when I was in high school and entering college as a music major.

Personal: @cm-mas

Music: @sopranoandthealtoclef

3. How long have you’ve been on tumblr?

Since 2010, so about 11 years, now... which is still hard to believe sometimes.

4. Do you have a queue tag?

Nah, I either hit reblog now or go radio silent later.

5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?

I joined Tumblr back when I was a teenager. Initially I actually did join to genuinely blog and write about life, but obviously my experience of Tumblr and the intent behind my blogs has morphed over time with the growth of both my personal life and the platform itself.

6. Why did you choose your icon?

Because I love the Miraculous fandom and who doesn’t stan Marinette with her hair down?

7. Why did you choose your header?

It’s a photo of a sunset I took right before I left my last town. Honestly, I just thought it was lovely, so why not, right?

8. What’s your post with the most notes?

Definitely something from my music blog, and not this one!

9. How many mutuals do you have?

I have... no idea. Is there even a place to check that number?

10. How many followers do you have?

That’s classified information.

11. How many people do you follow?

[REDACTED]

12. Have you ever made a shitpost?

Every post could be a shit post with the wrong right attitude

13. How often do you use tumblr each day?

Oh God, I don’t even know lol. Multiple times a day every day, but I don’t time myself when I just open the app here and there while at work.

14. Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? Who won?

I think when I was a teen I tried to call somebody out for a personal story of theirs about an interaction manatee that sounded fake, based on how they’re protected in my state. But then they contacted me and I felt like a huge jerk (which I was) and I apologized because who am I to say what did or didn’t happen?

15. How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

There’s no need to senselessly pressure those around you.

16. Do you like tag games?

Oh, I do! I can sometimes be genuinely terrible about following through with them but I love the friendship and fun behind them.

17. Do you like ask games?

I like those, as well!

18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

I genuinely have no idea. But whether or not someone is Tumblr famous doesn’t matter to me, so long as we’re nice to each other.

19. Do I have a crush on a mutual?

No, though I do have mutuals who are such wonderful, wonderful people and deserve all the love in the world!

20. Tags?

Sure! How about @inimoo @coccinelle-et-chaton @fleur-de-jasmin-fdj @holst-note @odysseywritings @sweaters-and-rainy-days  @ayzrules and whoever else would like to join in!

[palace-of-wonder]

New Little Mini-Fic! Got a bit bold this time, haha.

Got some inspiration from @yandereaffections. Love your blog!

This is a yandere gender neutral reader x oc, cause I rarely see any yandere self inserts x s/o. Warnings: Sedating, non-descriptive mention of gutting, kidnapping. 

With a shaky exhale, you look around the woods, picnic basket in hand. WIth every step you take, you feel as though your heart slams harder into your ribcage as you search for the one reason why you’re out here instead of staying inside when it’s raining. Sure, it’s not raining that hard now, but soon the sky will be pouring.

Of course, that’s the plan. Because when it rains, that’s when she is out.

You can remember her clearly, seeing her on a rainy day like this. And now you’re well prepared for her now.

After trekking about in the woods, the pattering of drops gradually increasing their intensity, you soon see a figure in the clearing, sitting a few feet from the lake. For a moment, you simply stand behind the trees, transfixed by the creature in front of you.

Her dreadlocks crown her head as she looks up at the sky, the orange mock in peeking from them as they reach out for the droplets. Of course, the more you look the more she appears inhuman, with her antlers curve from her forehead, then curve into themselves slightly, almost like a buck’s. This is also paired with both her drooping ears where more humanlike ones should be, and as her where her knees should be, legs fit for a fallow deer meet almost just below your knees. She truly is a sight to see, and for a moment, you almost lose your nerve. 

No. You refuse to stop, not after this work. With an exhale, you step out into the clearing, acting just as surprised as she did when she looks over, her ears slightly pricking up in surprise.

“Oh! Uh, hello,” she stammers, her lips quirked in a rather forced, nervous smile. She seems to stand up, and for a moment your heart drops.

“Um, sorry for intruding on you, I wasn’t aware of there being anyone else here. I was just about to have a picnic, but it started to rain,” you say, lifting the basket slightly to draw her attention to it. She tilts her head slightly, intrigued. “Oh, would you like something from here?”

“Uh, are you sure?” she asks, though her eyes still trained on the basket. Got her.

You smile a bit, nodding. “It’s fine. I don’t mind sharing some food. And, maybe some company in this rain would be fun.” You walk over, sitting beside her. She smiles again, though it’s less forced, but still a bit skittish. You place the basket between you two, smiling at her reassuringly. “So, I have sandwiches, fruits, mini bags of chips, honey, and pudding. Also some lemonade and water. ”

She looks back up at the sky as she thinks, droplets dripping down her nose and cheeks. “Mmm, I’d like a fruit with honey. Banana, maybe?” She asks hesitantly, looking back at you. You nod, reaching into the basket. “Lucky for you, I have a bowl with banana slices. I was actually expecting a friend, but they bailed on me. Lucky me, huh.”

She lets out a titter, relaxing slightly. “Certainly. Being stood up while caught in the rain? Fortune seems to be your strong suit.”

You smile again, your heart pounding a bit harder than usual hearing her giggle. You hand her the tupperware holding sliced bananas along with the honey jar, the honey dipper included. As you grab a cup of pudding, grabbing some plasticware, you watch her from the corner of your eye.

She opens both the tupperware and the jar, placing the container of banana slices on her lap. She slips a couple of the fruit in her mouth as she dips the honeycomb-shaped end of the dipper stick into the sweet viscous liquid. Drizzling the golden treat onto the slices, she smiles to herself as she tastes them. You use your spoon to hide your smile, once again thanking the research you gathered. You noticed she had a thing for sweets whenever she would lap up the sweetness of the honeysuckles from bushes or the occasional dessert she swiped from unsuspecting picnic goers.

“Thanks again, these are actually good. I’m Karth by the way,” she says, a bit of honey on her lower lip. You resist the urge to wipe it off as the pink tip of her tongue swipes the liquid bead into her mouth. Now you ignore the urge to chase it with your own.

“Uh...you have any more?” Karth asks sheepishly, rubbing her neck. You pretend that you were minding your business earlier, looking down and seeing that she was completely done with the banana slices. “Ah, I have a peanut butter sandwich if that’s alright with you.” A nod signifies her approval as you exchange the empty container with a sandwich. You then grab a sandwich of your own, this one being a ham and cheese. The two of you eat, looking up at the cloudy sky as the raindrops make small ripples in the lake. It’s quite peaceful, honestly, the world more somber, but with a sense of serenity. You inhale and sigh softly, smelling the rain on the grass and trees.

You look over at Karth again, and she looks pretty drowsy. Of course, she seems to not want to mention it and toughen it out, though it’s obvious since her eyes are pretty droopy and she seems to want to just conk out against the tree. “Uhm, you alright?”

“Mhm,” she hums, scooting herself into the clearing more so the cool droplets could wake her up a bit.

“I could keep watch, y’know. I don’t really have any reception, and I have a blanket I was going to use before the rain,” you offer, pulling it out. “It’s not that thick, but it’s probably large enough for you to wrap around in terms of layers.”

She thinks about it for a few minutes before she agrees, allowing you to wrap the blanket around her. As you sit down, you notice a slight weight leaning on you and resting on your shoulder. As you look down, you see Karth resting her head on you. You chew your lip slightly, cursing mentally as you feel your heart speed up ten times over. You continue to look forward, before you are sure that she is truly asleep, before you carefully scoop her up in a bridal style, ensuring that she’s secure in your arms. After a few minutes, you reach your car. You prop her up carefully against a car to unlock and open the back door. You’re not worried of her waking up, since with the sleeping pills that were crushed and mixed in the honey, she won’t be waking up for a bit.

Gingerly placing her into the backseat, you close her in, then hop in the driver’s seat, heading into your town 45 minutes from the woods. Every now and then, you glance at the rearview mirror, looking at her sleeping form. You can’t stop the smile twitching at your lips. It’s pretty much done now. You have her.

Pulling up to your house, park the car. Turning it off, you exit the vehicle and carefully carry your little doe to your home. Opening the door, you transport her  to the spare room that you made her own, laying Karth on the bed. You remove the damp blanket off of her and grab a towel, drying her off slowly. You then pull the cover over her, pressing a kiss to her forehead. Your heart skips a beat as she smiles slightly in her sleep. You use zip ties to tie her hands and legs together, using multiple so in case she rips one off, she’d be too exhausted to open the others. 

You then lock the door, closing it and stretching. As you head to your room, you hear thunder from outside. Huh, looks like you got in at the nick of time. You get into your bed, falling asleep as the thunder rolls and the rain pours.

--

When you wake up, you’re met with… a sight.

There she is, Karth. She’s asleep, that’s for sure. 

But she’s in your room. In your bed. With a couple of stretched out zip ties hanging from her arm.

….Well, this is something. You sit up and stumble out of bed, noticing just how disoriented you are. Like, more than average. You head into the bathroom, turning the light on to see your disheveled face. Looking around the counter, you notice your sleeping gummies are closed rather haphazardly. You open them and see that it wasn’t a lot that were missing, probably two or three. You head back into your room and grab your phone, checking the time to see it’s almost 12 pm. Well, that puts one thing in rest, but how did she escape the room?

You step out into the hallway and dash to “her”room, where you see the door with a rather nasty hole in it, splinters decorating the floor. You should’ve been able to hear that last night...except for the fact that it was thundering loudly. Perfect. Stepping inside the room, you see that there were gashes on the wall, and a couple of hoof marks on the doorway and floor. So she kicked her way out. Smart.

Well, if she escaped the room, why is she still here? And why in your room? Entering, you notice Karth waking up, rubbing her eyes. She sits up and sees you, smiling sleepily. “Hey, I guess you’re surprised, huh?”

You slowly nod, not really thinking. “How...how did you resist the sedatives?”

“I was pretty much in and out of it. Really gouged up the walls and all that,” Karth replies, leaning back against the bed. Still very calm considering she just escaped the room her captor had prepped for her.

“Why are you...here then?” you ask, though your mind screams for you to shut up and enjoy this.

“Well, I figured that since you’re oh, so infatuated with me, to the point of kidnapping me without even knowing if I’m secretly hostile and I actually lure humans in in order to gut them senseless,” she trails off, a rather wicked glint in her eyes, “I decided to stay, since I’ve never seen a human who had saw me and didn’t decide to run off or try to shoot me down.”

You smile rather deliriously, nodding. “Oh, I’m glad. Thank you.”

Her smile drops a bit. “However, we must have a deal.” She straightens up, looking you in the eye. “You will have to actually get me to like you. Y’know, romance me, court me, if you will. And if you fail, I will have to dispose of you.”

“What?!” You protest, stepping forward. “But doesn’t that seem a bit unfair? After all, it’s not my intention to hurt you, far from it.” Well, unless she were to push your limits. But that was before you realized you weren’t in control.

“But do you not think that it was unfair of you to trick me into being sedated and kidnapped?” She counters, tilting her head. You look away, knowing the answer. “But if I’m being nice, I suppose you won’t have a set deadline. I will tell you when your time is up.”

You nod, though it still feels grim. That means it can be a month, year, or even tomorrow if she was feeling rather vicious. And you can’t say you blame her.

To woo the predator in prey’s clothing, for an unknown amount of time against you. What fun.

[doof-doofblog]

"I Just Feel Sorry For You!"

Friday 4th December 2020

Good evening everyone! Hope you all had a brilliant weekend, I unfortunately have been working all through the weekend and it looks to be another busy week ahead for me! This is the episode I've been eager to be blogging about, it's the one that the majority of us all were waiting for, I feel like I'm so late to the party and I apologise that this is late!

But oh my goodness, what an absolutely fantastic episode!!!!!! THAT ENDING!!!! WOW, WOW, WOW! I will come to that a little later on, but boy, what a jam packed episode it was, I love how everything and everyone has/had some form of scenario of who could be Ian's attacker!

The first thing I kind I noticed when the episode started was the birds eye view of the Square, and how it call came down to seeing the man at the centre of the stage, Ian, walking down the Square. We know this is going to be a gripping episode as we know there are a lot of people who are going to be out for their revenge! Ian has hurt so many people in recent weeks/days, it was only a matter of time before someone was pushed over the edge and felt their need to get their own back on him.

Before we come to the juicy part, there are 2 or 3 main things I want to mention first about this episode, one being that Ian got arrested for mortgage fraud. Before he is even arrested though, Ben approaches him regarding his knowledge about his brother reporting him to the police, he is absolutely seething with his brother, almost to the point where he wants to go for him. Callum fights to keep Ben off his brother, Ian remains silent but keeps his distance from Ben, that is until the police turn up. Ben instantly assumes that they have come for him and puts his hands out ready to be handcuffed, however when they asked for Ian Beale, Ben steps to one side and is almost thrilled to see the police arrest his brother for something he's completely unaware of. I guess the most thrilling part of this, is that Ian is seen getting arrested by the majority of the community, some look happy, some look surprised, some just don't have a clue what's going on! But the one main person who's thrilled to see Ian getting arrested, is Tina - as she was the one who reported him in the first place!

The second thing I want to talk about is how such a fantastic actress Tanya Franks is! I absolutely love her, she nearly brought me to tears in this episode. Devastatingly, Stuart informs his wife, by giving her a document silently, that Keegan and Tiffany have changed their minds in regards to being her surrogate. She, at first, refuses to believe it and informs her husband to force the young couple to sign the document. But later on in the Square, Rainie sees the young couple walking away down the street, she runs towards them and begs them to change their mind. Even falling to her knees, in floods of tears, begging Tiffany to change her mind, she promises to be the best Mum she can be. You can see she's absolutely heartbroken to have such a treasured thing be taken away from her, it's as if her unborn baby has simply been snatched right out of her hands. To be honest, as Rainie is pleading on her knees and trying to reassure them that she'd do her best to be a good Mum, I'm sure neither of them doubt her for a second - she would make a good Mum, regardless of her past - being a Mum is all she's ever wanted, and she would live for her child! Tiffany kneels to Rainie's level, even though she is completely and utterly heartbroken, Tiffany deeply apologies for changing her mind and explains the reason has nothing to do with Stuart or Rainie, but the simple fact is that she's just not ready. At such a young age, it's hard for her to commit to such a huge agreement, she physically, emotionally and mentally can't do it. It's a devastating, heart wrenching blow for poor Rainie as she sobs and watches Tiffany and Keegan walk away. Tanya Franks was absolutely incredible in this scene, I almost felt I was going to cry myself, I feel for Rainie, I really do and I just hope, as Stuart says, they will find another way to have a child - even if they ask someone else to be their surrogate. Later on, as the heartbroken couple sit on Arthur's bench in the gardens, they see Ian walking towards them, Rainie can't help herself and blames Ian for talking to Whitney, as - to her realisation - she has convinced Tiffany not to go ahead and help them have a baby, it's then that Ian makes an awful insult to the couple and basically - in not so many words, say that they don't deserve a baby! Honestly, how cruel can someone get?!

The third thing I want to focus on is the Lucy Beale charity money, we all know that Ian stole the money from his deceased daughter's charity fund and transferred it into Max's account. However, to begin with Max was completely unaware where Ian got the money from, as far as he was concerned, Ian had simply paid an instalment of the money he owes him, it was later on that Ian revealed to him, after Linda won the Lucy Beale Award, where the money had come from - informing him that he'd simply framed him. In this episode, Max is in a blind panic as he visits Linda and informs her about the winning cheque. She is completely stunned to hear what Ian has done, but after he caught them kissing, it doesn't surprise her - she knew he would be up to something and make them know that they wouldn't get away with it. The interesting thing is, when Linda is told about the money, she takes it upon herself to inform the Beale brothers, simply stating that she can't cash in the cheque as the money has been stolen, from their own Dad and transferred into Max's account. I do feel sorry for Bobby at this point, Peter doesn't seem at all surprised as he knows that all their Dad cares about is money, but when Bobby checks the laptop, he devastatingly notices that all the money that had been raised has simply gone. As Linda leaves the young lads to it, she warns them that they need to stop their Dad from doing something he may regret. Once they're left alone, Bobby is seen counting on his fingers again and counting how many times he taps the laptop down, whilst he's doing this, Peter is informing him how he and Lucy grew up with their Dad making terrible decisions and watching him care about other things than them, but Bobby was too young to see and went to prison at such a young age, for a complete accident. He points out that Bobby was too young to understand, even mentioning that Ian doesn't care about how much he's tried to better himself since being released from prison and especially how the day in hand was meant to be one for their sister, but Ian managed to make it all about him. As Peter continues, Bobby can't seem to take anymore and smashes the laptop in a rage, to which Peter is finally happy to see his brother taking his anger out on their Father, it's then he says that Lucy shouldn't be the one who's dead, but Ian instead!  

Later on Tina informs her brother that she was the one who got Ian nicked by the police, she informs him excitedly that they be able to get the pub back. However, this is where Mick turns nasty once again to another one of his family members. He turns around and starts to insult his sister, telling her that getting the Queen Vic back in their name, is not going to help what is going on inside his head. This is where I begin to feel sorry for Tina, she's been trying so hard to cheer her brother up after seeing him so low over the past few weeks, of course she was only trying to be nice in getting the pub back for him. However, Mick insults her, telling her she's pathetic, how not only she, but no else understands what's going on inside his head and how getting the Vic back is not going to help, not even close. Tina is teary as her brother tells her leave, as she does - I've come to notice that she is the final person, in Mick's close family circle, that he has finally pushed away. First it was his Mum, Shirley, then his wife, Linda and now his sister, Tina. I do think that now Mick is going to find himself with no one, and he'll end up turning to Katy - which may be the most terrible idea! As Tina returns to the Square, she stares as the Queen Vic pub through tears, Ian watches her and approaches her from behind. It seems that he's discovered that she was the one who reported him to the police after Kathy drunkenly revealed the truth to her. Through angry, gritted teeth Tina informs Ian that the Vic doesn't belong to him and should belong to someone who deserves it, like Mick! But Ian laughs at her response and ironically says that they can have the Vic back - over his dead body! It's then she runs after him and informs him that everyone on the Square absolutely despises him and one day there is going to be a queue of people waiting to dance on his grave, and she will be the first in line! Ian doesn't seemed phased by her outburst, he simply shrugs and says he doesn't hate her, just feels sorry for her - suddenly Tina is enraged and barges into his house and shuts the door with an almighty BANG!

Then silence, blackness! It's night time - the camera draws in onto the Queen Vic, out of the dark shadows we see the silhouette of Ian, lying face-down on the Queen Vic floor, a visible wound to his head, and then - the montage begins! All of sudden we're seeing different characters with different scenarios, leaving the Vic, hiding in the darkness, covered in blood - all of whom have a motive of wanting Ian dead. This piece of film and editing was absolutely incredible! This is definitely EastEnders at it's absolute best!!! A classic WhoDunIt? Let's take a look at the suspects EastEnders have lined up:-

Who Attacked Ian?!

Tina Carter

Rainie Highway

Ben Mitchell

Stuart Highway

Peter Beale

Suki Panesar

Bobby Beale

Max Branning

I don't know about you guys, but I am completely and utterly excited to see this story continue, it's going to be so gripping to see how each one of these character's story play out in the next few episodes. I have a feeling that maybe over the next few episodes, or maybe even within the next few weeks - we'll see each and every one of those character's mentioned above, their story of that night in question! I for one, am so excited to see how each one unfolds! But could there be more suspects that we're unaware of? Could it actually be someone who's not in this list? What do you guys think?! Were you on the edge of your seat as much as I was?! Please feel free to leave me any comments or opinions, I'd love to hear your thoughts, on this episode especially! I'll always reply! Thanks a lot everyone! I'll be back very soon! Love you all xXx

[truth-and-lies-drv3-imagines]

- A Royal Reunion

⤷How about Ouma, Kirumi, Miu, Angie and Shuichi with a s/o who's secretly a royalty, but ran away to escape their asshole fiance and parents, and one day they just show up at the s/o's door demanding they return?

⤷Contents: A narcissistic  fiancé, royalty, mentions of running away, a good bit of cursing/swearing, degrading names, fluff and angst if you squint I think?

⤷Summary: S/O runs away from royalty after her narcissistic fiancé makes her life a complete and utter hell, they settle down with their current significant other but when the doorbell rings one day, the person behind the door wasn’t who S/O wanted to see.

⤷Word Count: 3.9K words.

⤷a/n: Hey! It’s been a long time since the blog’s been active and I’ve seen this request half-finished in the drafts and decided to get it finished! I enjoyed this request so much and is definitely one of my favorites.

Blog Masterlist (It’s NOT completely finished yet, but will be soon!)

Kokichi Ouma

-Kokichi was downstairs playing video games while also screaming at the top of his lungs at the other players, he was playing online, while you were upstairs in your room just looking outside with your earplugs plugged in to protect your dear eardrums from the extreme and bothersome screams.

-While you were looking outside of your window, you saw a very familiar vehicle driving by the street the two of you lived in, nothing came to mind immediately when you saw it until it parked right outside of your home.

-You were utterly confused, so you raised an eyebrow you show your uncertainty, you keenly watched until someone came out of the car, they looked extremely familiar but at the same time, you couldn’t exactly wrap your head around on who it was.

-That was until the driver opened the back door of the car and someone who you were certain you didn’t want to see ever again, gracefully stepped out of the car. You almost felt as if your heart skipped a beat, your window was closed so you could only make out a bit of what they were saying.

-”Why would Y/N live in such a pig-stack? Honestly, their standards are so low.” All of a sudden you got up from your casual sitting position and started putting both of your hands on the window and your ear to the window. The glass felt cold, so were you–getting up all of a sudden like that in the speed of light when you were sitting in the same position for what felt like hours, so it felt a little shivery.

-That figure had the same aura around them, the same narcissistic vibes around them, it wasn’t a pleasant one either. You swore that you really didn’t want to be in his presence at all after you left, you found someone much better.

-The young price rung the doorbell, you felt completely mortified and you knew that this wouldn’t end well if your current significant other, Kokichi, answered the door, so you got up and dashed downstairs, having a small glimpse of hope that Kokichi wasn’t at the door.

-It was far too late though, once you finally finished running down the stairs you already heard two voices speaking to each other.

-“So? Who are you? Please don’t tell me you are y/n’s current partner, if you are, what on earth happened to their standards?” Their voice was the same as ever, it sounded posh, sassy and bothersome, every time they opened their mouth you just didn’t want to imagine the words that’d come out of their mouth.

-”Well, if they left you for that reason I guess you are the definition of someone with low standards, besides if they went for someone like me then they have some damn high standards!” Judging by the sentence Kokichi spoke, you’re ex-fiance must’ve already dropped some information of your escape.

-You chuckled a bit at Kokichi’s statement, mostly it’s because it’s something that you’ve always desired to tell your ex-fiance but never got the chance to, or the courage as you’d definitely have a screaming match with your parents even if that was considered as a type of behavior that’s not welcomed by royalty.

- After some time of witnessing this interesting conversation with your current significant other and your ex, Kokichi formed a smirk across his face, feeling accomplished yet relieved he was finally gone, he was happy that you decided to take action to give him a piece of your mind.

- The man left, the area felt much more peaceful, more lively, the cold and narcissistic vibes were gone, that guy seriously have you a difficult time for years.

- “Well, now I think I need to take a shower because his weird germs must’ve flown from his disgusting mouth when he was saying dumb shit and you know that I must be clean because as the Supreme Leader, I must show a good example to my gang.”

- You simply nodded to his words, you gave a small warm smile to also indicate that you were listening to what he was saying. You were just happy that you were living a free, happy and enjoyable life with a person who you truly care about.

Kirumi Tojo

- It was a rainy afternoon, Kirumi offered to do some extra cleaning and promised that she’d spend more time with you after she finished. You had to admit, there was so much guilt sinking into you whenever she did some work, and no matter how many times you offered a hand she always turned it down.

-“This is my job s/o, as a maid I must fulfill my duties” was something she’d always reply with, which meant that you were forced do other things instead as no matter how many times you offered help, she’d always deny it as she wouldn’t want you to sacrifice your precious time into helping her. So you ended up sitting on the living room couch and waited.

-While Kirumi did say that it wouldn’t take long it felt like it, you heard the clock ticking and ticking for what felt like ages, something broke the silence, the ticking wasn’t the only thing that you heard anymore. You checked the peephole to see who it was, the person behind the door was the last thing you’d expect.

- “Seriously?” You thought, it really couldn’t be right? How did they find out where you were living? You decided to slowly and quietly tiptoe upstairs, hoping that he wouldn’t hear your attempts to escape. While you were creeping up Kirumi didn’t hesitate to go answer the door. “Ah, Kirumi you really don’t have to open the-”

- She didn’t pay attention to the words flying out of your mouth and opened the door, she was confused and dumbfounded when he started to speak. “ May I ask if young Y/F/N S/N is here?”

- She was baffled, she never remembered you telling her about this person, ever, actually, this was the last thing she expected. “I will call them here for you” Kirumi turned her head to look back, straightened her hands and called for you. “S/O! Someone is here for you!”

- You just wanted to bash your head into a couple of bricks, not because Kirumi answered, it was because the person who you didn’t want to see ever again was here, outside of your home looking for you.

- “Coming, in a minute!” You slowly went downstairs, trying to calm yourself and trying to find the words to say to them, honest? Confused? Forgetful? Oblivious? Pretend that they got the wrong home? You didn’t know and you found yourself in front of them.

- “ What are you doing here? There is an entire kingdom waiting for you and you just leave? I am an incredible person so why did you?” Their words left you disgusted and you just wished that a lying detector was under their hands so you could show Kirumi how much of a manipulative narcissist they were.

- You opened your mouth, ready to give them a huge rant on why you did but Kirumi stopped you before you did. “Well, Madam/Sir, it seems that s/o seems a bit startled you see here, for the sake of our comfort, I will politely ask you to leave.

- “Me? Leave? Do you have any idea who you’re talking to? I am the future king/queen of the kingdom that y/n and I were supposed to rule, I will not leave until y/n returns with me!”

- Same person, same looks, same personality, same attitude, same beliefs, literally everything about them was the exact same. You weren’t too surprised by their answer though, somehow, you saw this coming.

- “Please do or else I’ll have to call proper authorities for this,” Kirumi coldly stated, they obviously looked disgusted with her answer, feeling defeated and controlled already, even if it wasn’t much.

- “Well fine, just saying, y/n is missing out on someone amazing, are you their slave or significant other?” They smirked a bit, eagerly waiting for her response, Kirumi closed her eyes and took a long deep breath. You decided to get involved with the speaking, you were absolutely dying to ever since they started to open their mouths to create a hectic and chaotic mess.

- “She is both, she works as a maid is my significant other, if you have a problem with that then just leave, I love and appreciate her and that’s all there is to it in a relationship. Relationships end when one is giving too much love and the other doesn’t. Appreciating each other and being loyal to one other are two key points to a relationship and you shouldn’t judge their work ethic.”

- Kirumi was stunned, your ex was disgusted but really, is that even surprising at this point? “Fine then, I’ll leave, mostly because I don’t wanna be around you pig-stacks, I’ll probably find someone much, much better anyways.”

-There they went, their maids put umbrellas above them to provide safety and security for their dear future leader. Kirumi was baffled and relieved that it was all over, “ I guess you have a big story to tell me, s/o” she the laughed and looked back at you, “what a day, let's just sit down and have a conversation, do you want anything?”

Miu Iruma

- You and Miu were just sitting down on the couch, cuddled up together watching a film, it was an animated one and Miu was literally dying for you two to watch it for some time now and you couldn’t just coldly say no, so you agreed and here you are now.

- After some time, the voices from the film and the sound of the doorbell joined together, you pulled the remote and paused the film, “Hey, can’t we just leave them? The movie is gettin’ real good”

- “Come on Miu, we can’t just leave them hanging like that, it might be important. Why don’t you get it and I’ll go fill up the popcorn” Miu hesitantly agreed and the two of you got up to do your assigned tasks. You filled up the popcorn rather quickly but you didn’t hear Miu closing the door, so you thought it might’ve just been a friend. The kitchen was a little far from the main door, so you only heard muffled sounds, with a mixture of loud cursing so you assumed it was a friend as you wouldn’t just casually say such words in front of someone you weren’t close to.

-You came back holding the popcorn filled up in a container while also walking over to your partner talking, “hey! Miu! I finished filling up the popcorn, you said the movie’s getting goo-” you cut off your own sentence when you saw who was behind the door.

-”Hey, s/o do you know who the f*ck this person is?” You gulped, unable to say a single thing as Miu’s confusion only grew, you were just stunned and shocked, you stood right on the spot and couldn’t find the words to speak, it’s like you were completely glued to the floor, and to add to that, you had no words.

-” They’re saying some weird bullsh*t saying that they were your fiance or some sh*t and honestly it feels like they’ve been reading too many fairytales and watched way too many movies are they on something?”

- You took a deep breath and walked over to the door, you were now facing someone you swore you didn’t want to see again. “What’s the story with this y/n? What on earth are you wearing? Where on earth are you living? Who the hell is this whore?”

- Miu froze at the insult, even if she seems to be the type to throw insults at anyone she gets a chance to, she can’t take any herself which baffled you at times and you tried to be understanding about that fact.

- “Well, I’m living in a home where I’m enjoying myself, I don’t want to wear a fancy thing all the time when I’m just watching a movie, and I’m with someone I care about too.”

-You could clearly see that your s/o was a little surprised at your words, “exactly! Now, please leave before I’m kicking your fat ass outta here.”

- They were completely and utterly bewildered, Miu’s words were vulgar and yours were just brutally honest, at this point you were pretty sure that they were definitely offended and both statements, you expected some sort of huge eruption right after the statements, but surprisingly they just let out a rough sigh.

- “You most definitely don’t know what you’re missing out on, I’m pretty sure that another person would die to marry me.” Which was obviously not true, nobody would love someone who never cared about the fact that there was more than one person in the marriage, if there was someone in the world who was able to deal with such a bothersome and toxic personality you’d definitely give them a recommendation.

-Miu slammed the door and folded her arms, “I have a much more entertaining thing to do instead of sitting through that person’s fairytale bullsh*t, let's just continue watching the movie, s/o.”

Angie Yonaga

- It was late into the night, there were almost no cars on the streets, almost nobody was outside. The only sounds that made up the bedroom that you and Angie shared, were the birds quietly chirping and dogs vociferously barking, but those noises slowly faded away. It was another night where the bed felt cold and empty, Angie insisted to finish off a piece she had been working on. But at this hour? You tried your best to convince her to sleep, but her obstinacy got in the way of your reasoning, so you just left it as it was.

- You lay back on the bed, unable to fall asleep, you tossed and turned for what felt like ages, you just weren’t in the right mind to fall asleep just yet. Dreamland was waiting for you but you just couldn’t find yourself in a state where you could fall asleep.

- So you did what many others would do in a similar situation. Engulf yourself in the world of digital media and blue lights. This definitely isn’t a healthy way to bring yourself to fall asleep, but temptation is an unbearable feeling to deal with, 5 minutes became 10 minutes, 1 more minute, you told yourself, just one more, but you kept feeding yourself these lies and you ended up spending much more than just 5 minutes on your phone.

- The whole room was completely silent, not a sound came from anything, you didn’t hear any paint-brushes brush against the white canvas, you didn’t hear her speak, the only sounds that you could hear were the light and soundless taps you created when using your phone. But your taps were now not the only thing that you could hear. It was the doorbell. Who on earth would be ringing the doorbell at this ungodly hour?  You assumed that it was just a group of teenage knick-knackers who had nothing else to do and just ring people’s doors without any announcement. It was quite bothersome but to them, it was a source of entertainment.

- You quickly heard footsteps that followed the ring from the doorbell, it was definitely Angie rushing off to open the door, you would’ve told her to not bother with it and just leave it. But you were far too lazy to get up so you just let her do her own thing. Surprisingly, she didn’t close the door immediately, which was something you’d do if a knick-knacker rolled around. You could’ve sworn you heard a conversation, even if the voices were muffled you could hear another voice that sounded so incredibly recognizable but you just couldn’t decipher whatever it was.

- Curiosity is an interesting emotion, so it forced you to go join Angie by the door, you lazily got up and started going downstairs. You were near enough for Angie to hear you. “Ahh! S/O, this person is looking for you, I don’t know who they are though.”

- That was strange. That wasn’t something you were expecting to hear. It was 3AM, an hour stereotyped by the rest of the world to be scary and eery, and when you saw who was at the door you could see why everybody said that and why this hour was heavily stereotyped.

- “Y/N, are you insane? You just ran off without a trace and it took us so long to actually find you, do you not realize that our people are waiting back at our kingdom? Are you out of your mind?! There are thousands of men/women head over heels in love with me, I could’ve chosen any one of them but I was forced to marry you, I honestly can’t believe you. You’re so ungrateful!”

- You just gave a ‘really?’ face while you witnessed poor Angie being so bewildered by this person’s nonsense. Honestly, if it weren’t for their charismatic personality who severely abused their charms to get your parents to agree to an arranged marriage, you would probably be back at your birthplace living the luxurious life and enjoying royalty, without having to deal with a narcissistic royal figure.

- “Oh come on, don’t make-up stories, S/O isn’t ungrateful! They must’ve seriously hated living with you, God gave me S/O, I’m so thankful for what he has given me and how they were able to run away from your evil clutches. Please leave or else a curse will be put upon you.”

- Your ex seemed to have been taken aback by Angie’s words, curses seemed to have overwhelmed them so they took a step back to process everything that was just said. “Ugh, I’m done! I’m done! I’m sure my parents have somebody else in store for me, someone who can appreciate everything I do for them, they are going to be so incredibly lucky to be with me.”

-They turned their back, their luxurious car was just a few meters away from you, once they had finally gone into their car there was a sense of peace in the area, everything that just happened felt like something that came out of a cliche soap-opera.

- “ I guess you have a ton to think about, don’t you S/O?” 

She definitely wasn’t wrong on that.

Shuichi Saihara

- It was a peaceful and quiet evening, it has been quite some time since you and Shuichi got to just sit down and have meaningful conversations and a harmonious moment where it was just the two of you.

- The two of you sat on an extravagant looking couch, it was black-ish and in front of you was a glass table which looked satisfactory to both of you. There were mugs filled with warm coffee, which gave off a warm feeling to the room as well as tranquility.

- In the middle of one of your long conversations, a knock on the door interrupted the detective’s sentence,  you were a little disappointed as you were completely attentive to what he was saying and you had an interest in what he was saying. 

- “ Ahh, I should go check who it is, you just sit here for now, alright? I’m sure it won’t take long.” You nodded as a response and he then got up to answer whoever was behind the door. He checked through a peep-hole and was unconditionally filled with confusion, your significant other shakingly placed his hand on the doorknob. It was quite obvious that he was hesitant, whoever was behind the door didn’t please him.

- As soon as the door flung open, you heard a voice that made you freeze right on the spot, you practically looked like a statue because of your still figure. You barely paid attention to what they were saying, you just heard it but never actually eavesdropped. His loud, booming voice echoed throughout the main room, which demolished the once amicable setting.

- “Umm, S/O? Could you come over here for a minute? This person is claiming to know you.” The last thing that you wanted was to be facing someone that made your life completely miserable. It took you a couple seconds for you to make up your mind to get up from your comfortable and warm seating. You groggily got up and had a shivering sensation that traveled to your spine.

- Now, Shuichi had another person beside him to listen to this person’s  absurdity. Your poor lover just stood there and looked completely perplexed and was clearly uncomfortable by their words.

- “Are you actually kidding me here Y/N? You just left all of the sudden and we had to search for you for absolute ages! Do you not know how many people are waiting for you? Not only did you run away, but you also ran away from me. The future king/queen of a whole kingdom, a respectable and provocative individual like me should be respected, you are lucky to even be speaking to me!”

- Everything sounded so odd to you, this kind of behavior was the exact reason why you ran off, you may have stayed if your parents were more supportive about your decision to contradict the marriage agreement. But no, they were just as egotistical and self-centered as your ex.

- “Um, I’m not too exactly sure if you’re telling the truth at all, but the both of us are clearly confused about what you’re saying, so for the sake of our comfort please-” you cut off Shuichi’s sentence and wanted to give a bit of your own mind.

- “ The only reason I left was because of how you were so incredibly egocentric and bothersome, I have had thoughts about how you’re doing now and if you’ve changed at all. But seeing how you’re acting now, you didn’t change and it’s quite disappointing. Please leave or else I will just call proper authorities to handle this instead because I don’t see you leaving. Besides, I’m happy enough with my current partner”

- Shuichi looked back at you, a little astonished by your response as he assumed that your ex was just some sort of trickster who wanted to waste your time. But, judging by your response, it seemed like everything was true.

- “Even getting a chance to marry me is a great gift, and you chose this fragile-looking man? You’re a joke, y/n. I’m leaving, someone else there is worthy of my time and attention.”

- There, they were finally gone, the fancy-looking car that they had driven off, hopefully, to never be seen again. There was some sort of confusion that still lingered in your mind, were they that desperate to come over to your home and try to convince you to come back? 

- “Damn, S/O, I’m really interested to know what happened, you have a lot to tell me because I’m curious.”

- You looked back at him and smiled, “let’s go back inside, I have a lot to tell you.”

Blog Masterlist (It’s NOT completely finished yet, but will be soon!)

[urbdev-assistant]

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Questions for the Mun - accepting

☯ Is there a muse you've always wanted to play?

lol inadvertently touched on this in my last answer, but MARLENE. I keep a journal of sh*t my 5-year-old says. It’s actually quite inspiring sometimes.

Also, I’ve thought about a Shera blog. I guess I have a thing for cute assistants...

♣ Is there an author(s) that you look up to with your writing skills?

YES! Before starting to RP, I checked out a number of blogs for insight, and I found myself really inspired by how well Han fleshed out Heidegger (@dogsof-war). Melissa (@stingslikeabee) was also a huge inspiration, being an OC. But honestly, it feels weird to even call out a few people because everyone? Is so talented? Like I swear everywhere I turn y’all are spinning magical threads.

☺ What's a character that you desperately want your muse to play with? Why?

Answered in a previous ask! But as I think about it more, I also want to add Cid Highwind and Shera to that list! Vincent and Yuffie too!

☂ How does your muse spend a rainy day? How do you spend a rainy day?

Let’s be honest - even if it’s raining, Rita’s probably working. Every now and then she’ll spy out the windows to watch it fall, and try not to think about the ways the rain exposes Midgar’s crumbling infrastructure.

Mun, on the other hand, lives in a very dry, hot place that does not get rain often. When it DOES rain, it’s an EVENT. Like, sit outside and marvel at the fact it’s actually raining kind of event. (I LOVE when it actually rains!)

♪♩♫ Does music inspire your muse? What's one song on your playlist that reminds you of your muse?

Rita would say she’s more inspired by art than music, but she does enjoy gentle melodies. She far prefers instrumental music.

Mun is a huge nerd and 1) does not know anything about contemporary music, 2) mostly listens to music from television/video games that is 3) instrumental. So I don’t know there’s any specific track that reminds me of muse. Though, fun fact, the song that plays while Rita and Reeve talk in his office is a slowed down version of Cait Sith’s theme... so probably that?

[positivlyfocused]

It’s easy to get people to do what I want. Being Positively Focused is the key.

These two stories show what I mean.

I have a friend I'll call Jeff. Lately he’s been involved with a guy he’s head-over-heels for. So he spends nearly all his free time with that guy.

One day I sent Jeff a text inviting him over. He texted back saying he was pretty busy and offered the following week. That never happened.

Two weeks later I was riding my bike to get groceries. On my way I thought about Jeff. Then, I thought how great it would be to see a super hero movie. It had been a while since I saw one.

A day after buying my groceries, I realized I "accidentally" left at the register a bag of mixed nuts I bought.  I called the store. They said the checker remembered me and invited me to come get a replacement. I told them I'd head that way, weather depending.

I was enjoying creating art for my projects that morning. I really didn’t want to go. But then I got a strong impulse to go. I try to immediately respond to strong impulses.

So I checked the weather. No rain until afternoon. I jumped on my bike and headed over.

On my way, I rode past Jeff's home. His door upstairs was open, which I thought was strange because his car wasn’t there.

Then, guess who comes around the corner in his car. It's Jeff! We greet and hug. He tells me he just broke up with his boyfriend. I told Jeff that was perfect because now he can hang out with me.

He laughed and said, “and yeah, maybe we can go see a movie too. I hear that new Joker is really great. We should go this Sunday!"

See the connection? Just the other day I thought how cool it would be to see another comic book movie and here Jeff is suggesting we go to one. And, since “accidentally” forgot some nuts, I was able to connect with him in perfect timing, in person! How cool is that?

· · ·

I'm learning to interpret impulses I get as open doors. I don't have to walk through. When I do, though, life delivers all kinds of surprises.

The week comes to an end. I haven't been thinking about Jeff, or the movie he suggested we go see. But on Friday I heard a movie review. The movie stars Brad Pitt. It's called Ad Astra. It sounded good.

I thought about Jeff and our Sunday plans. Then I thought, "I'd rather see Ad Astra than Joker."

Sunday morning comes. I wake to wonderful dreams, enjoy a deep meditation and do a dream analysis. Then I prepare for my day using my Positively Focused framework.

I need next week's groceries, so I check the weather. There's a 90-minute rain-free window that comes...and goes.

I miss it.

So I put on my rain gear, take out my bike and head to get next week's groceries.

Now, I know I'm in in tune with the Universe because of  what happens in my moment-by-moment life experience. When I'm in tune, the weather cooperates. People are friendly and generous.

Just before I head out, the rain stops. When I get to the store, I meet all kinds of friendly people. I have great conversations with other customers. Store employees are helpful and conversant. Pleasant too.

^^A continuous stream of happy people coming into my life indicates a strong connection with my Inner Being and the Universe.  (My illustration)

I know I'm in a great Positively Focused place. So it was no surprise what happened next.

I get a text message. It's from Jeff. It says: "what do you think about seeing Ad Astra?"

Of course the story doesn't end there. We ended up going to the movie and having a great time.

· · ·

This next experience came six months later. The more I'm Positively Focused the gap between one seemingly magical event and the next narrows. These days, magical things happen near-constantly. Only it's not magic. The universe want's all of us to have what we want.

The more I tune into universal frequencies, the more things I want happen with no effort. Including people acting in ways I'd prefer.

I've said in previous posts I ride my bike to and from work. I like riding my bike, even in cold weather. It's a great workout. The trip takes about 30 minutes.

But it's late fall, early winter. It's getting really cold and rainy. I have the right riding equipment. So I'm comfortable, but one day I wondered about how it would be when temperatures dip below freezing.

One night at the end of my shift, I had a thought. It said "Diane is going to offer to drive me home tonight." Diane is another delivery driver.

When she drives home each night, she drives right by my house. I've never asked her for a ride because I like riding my bike. But this night, I had this thought.

When I got this thought, I let it sit there. I didn't think about it any more than it was: a passing thought. But I imagined how nice it would be riding home in a warm car...

I clocked out. Then Diane came in. She clocked out, turned to me and said "let me take you home tonight. I'm worried about you riding home in the dark, at night, in the rain."

I wasn't surprised. I knew this was going to happen. When it happened, that's what it felt like. That it was going to happen.

The next several weeks rain fell heavy. Winds blew hard and it was really cold. It's like Diane knew the future.

Not only did Diane offer to drive me home. When we got to my house, she offered to pick me up the next day too.

Every day since then, we've been carpooling to and from work. I didn't have to ask. It just happened.

I'm starting to interpret some thoughts as precognition. My Inner Being told me it was going to happen. Then it happened.

· · ·

A manifestation, no matter how amazing, always contains seeds for the next manifestation. Life is always getting better for a Positively Focused person. So even when something really cool happens, life says "hold my beer" and tops it. What happens next demonstrates that.

I was enjoying riding to and from work with Diane. We became friends. But Diane has a story about money related to her family. Right now she's the main bread winner as her husband is in school learning to become a teacher. Diane believes she must maximize her income as the bread winner.

What that means is, every evening, Diane would hang out at the van lot, or at the station and stretch out her shift to earn extra hourly time. I didn't like that very much. I preferred to get home asap so I can write blogs like this one, draw or do other things.

While I didn't like what was happening I didn't try doing anything about it. I didn't talk to Diane about it. I didn't complain. Instead I considered the positives: being driven home. Not biking in the cold rain...

Honestly, though, there were times when I complained to myself a little. Sometimes I debated whether or not I should go back to riding my bike. I thought how nice it used to be getting home before 9 p.m.

Commuting by car was nice too though.

Then one morning when Diane picked me up, she said she needed to finish right when our shift ended. She said she planned to take her daughter out for her birthday. We finished right on time that night and got home early.

That felt nice.

^^Diane and me coordinating our on time departure from work.

The next day I asked her how the birthday event was. Then I said "it was nice to get home early. Wasn't it?"

She agreed.

Then, the following day, Diane told me that her husband asked why was she was coming home so late all the time. He reminded her they were doing fine financially. There was no reason, he said, for her to work extra time each shift.

It’s interesting how that conversation happened. I had nothing to do with it. And yet at the same time, I knew my Inner Being's hands (if it had hands) were all over this.

So when Diane told me what her husband said, I just said very casually how nice it would feel to come home early every night.

From that day forward, we always left no later than 15 minutes after our shift. That was nice! Because of that, I got home 15 minutes earlier than had I took my bike.

I can tell Diane likes coming home early. I'm sure her husband does too.

Both these stories show how intending rather than trying to control people creates my reality. The more Positively Focused I get, the more life just starts working this way. Things happen literally with no effort on my part.

And the fact that I recognize it when it happens delights the Universe. And that makes the Universe want to deliver more such experiences. That's the upward spiral I referred to in earlier posts. The better it gets, the better it gets.

It's easy to get people to do what you want. The key is lining up with the leverage of the Universe. I do that by being Positively Focused.

When I'm Positively Focused, the Universe does all the work. Things I want come easily. Often they come through other people. When it happens this way, the people are more than willing to do what I want because doing it is in their best interest too.

And that's the easiest way to have other people do what you want: let the Universe make it happen for you.

[littlemessyjessi]

Nikki Sixx (Douglas Booth Version) : ABC Fluffy Headcanons

Fluffy Alphabet (Shoutout to my lovely friend, Traenon! She literally saved these for me months ago from something she read and sent it to me through messenger.  So credit to OP for the prompts!)

Nikki Sixx (Douglas Booth version) Headcanons Nikki Sixx x PS Reader X Reader: PS Reader, Plus Size Reader

A = Attractive: what do they find attractive about the other?

You adore his eyes and his passion.  

He'd sin for your lips....and the sass passes through them.

B = Baby: do they want a family? why/why not?

Secretly?  Yes. But he's terrified of turning into his parents. He's an awesome father though and you know this in your heart.   So whether you become actual parents or pet parents- your babies (fur or otherwise) are the luckiest in all the land.

C = Cuddle: how do they cuddle?

At first....NOT. He's just not used to it.  He was denied a lot of that kind of thing but eventually his touch starvation gets the best of him. Now he's on you like white on rice.

D = Dates: what are dates with them like?

Usually, he's so fucking nervous he can barely speak. Still. Even after many years you still make him blush and fumble with his words. Poor Nikki- you just make him speechless.

E = Everything: “you are my ____” (e.g my life, my world…)

My best addiction. And it fucking terrifies him sometimes how much he's addicted to you.

F = Feelings: when did they know they were falling in love?

His mother showed up one day.  You handled it and honestly he didn't even know she was there until about a month later.  

He confronted you about it and asked why you didn't tell him.  

You just told him that she didn't deserve his time and that if he ever wanted to talk to her again- you knew he could find her.   But that it was his decision...not hers.  

Ya boy fell hard right then and there.

G = Gentle: are they gentle? If so, how?

He's so soft. Honestly, he's amazed that you're with him. Sometimes he just reaches out and runs the back of his knuckles down your spine in wonder.   It's like he's checking to make sure you're really there and he's not dreaming. Because for the life of him- he can't figure out why/how he ended up so lucky.

H = Hand/Hold: how do they like to hold? how do they like to hold hands?

Constantly. At first he was really weird about it.  Now, it's so constant you forget he's even got a hold of you.  You've yanked him out of his chair before not thinking about the fact that ya'll were still attatched, lol.

I = Impression: first impression/s

He was a dick but you'd seen worse. He was also completely shit faced. You held his hair while he puked his guts out and rolled him over when he passed out so he wouldn't choke on his own vomit.   You made him tea in the morning and watched as he tried to apologize.  

J = Joker: are they into pulling pranks?

Too much sometimes.   He learned his lesson and your breaking point. He fucked with something you cared about and you straight up left for a few days. It's not like you left him but you just had to step away from the situation before you did something you regretted. He was wrecked when you got home and swore he'd never do that again.  

K = Kisses: how do they kiss?

Like I said- at first he was weird about it.  Now, he's always sucking your face.

L = Love: who says I love you first?

You did. Well, actually he did it in his sleep all the time. But like for real- you did. He was shocked...and he cried.  He'll deny that but he fucking did.

M = Memory: their favourite moment together

You dragging his ass to a roller skate rink.  He busted his ass constantly but you were giggling and beautiful and he wouldn't trade it for the world.

N = Nickel: do they spoil? do they buy the person they love everything?

He loves to give you flowers.  Whether they're weeds or roses- you light up and he loves it so much.

O = Orange: what color reminds them of their other half?

Blue.  It's sweet and peaceful.  But like the sky- it can turn dark and stormy in a moment.  You're not to be fucked with...and he fucking loves you for it.

P = Pet names: what pet names do they use?

Baby.   He's always been that way with you. Sometimes Babydoll if he's trying to get his way. And he fucking adores when you call him Honey or Honeybun.   You'll never get him to admit that but he FUCKING DOES.

Q = Quaint: what is their favourite non-modern thing?

You leave him notes in his leather jacket and he melts every time he reaches in for his cigarettes and pulls out the little piece of paper with your hand writing.

R = Rainy Day: what do they like to do on a rainy day?

He writes and insists that you suffer the creative process with him.

S = Sad: how do they cheer themselves/each other up.

The most fucking stupid faces. He takes polaroids and tapes them everywhere.  He put a ludicrous one in your underwear drawer one day and you laughed so hard you fell down the stairs.

T = Talking: what do they love to talk about?

Anything and everything. Recently, he's been obsessed with Ann Rice novels. Of course, his ass would be be.  Fucking Lestat.  You're so damn sick of hearing about that damn vampire, lol.

U = Unencumbered: What helps them relax?

He actually likes fishing.  He also doesn't mind the view if you go with him and lay over there half naked on a towel.  Just saying.

V = Vaunt: what do they like to show off? What are they proud of?

Pft. How quickly he can steal your attention away from anything and everything.

W = Wedding: when, how, where do they propose?

He thinks about it but he's too scared to ask. He will eventually.  He'll basically be hyperventilating but you don't rush it. You know he's gonna ask and you know he's gotta do it.  So you patiently wait and the second he gets it out you answer with an immediate, 'YES!' Then you tackle him.

X = Xylophone: What’s their song?

"I'd Love You To Want Me" by Lobo. Because of fucking course.

Y = You’re the ___ to my ___ (e.g the cookies to my milk, the macaroni to my cheese)

"Pills to my booze." "Nikki, shut the fuck up!" "Baby, come on!" "I will cut you!" And that mother fucker just fucking laughs.

Z = ZZZZ: How do they sleep?

Not often.   But with you? He's fucking OUT.

WHO ELSE DO YA’LL WANT TO SEE FLUFFY ABC HEADCANONS FOR? 

Hello darlings! Hope you enjoyed this little piece and have a wonderfully awesome day!

If you wanna see more of my content just check out my blogs! @littlemessyjessi is the main blog full of fandom fictions, imagines, headcanons and sickeningly sweet fluff! Yeah, I know, lol. Barf.  But hey, I like it. @witchyweirdness is the magical blog full of witchy content And last but not least !   @monsterbaesbymamakennysaurus is my monster blog full of all kinds of monster related content! So I hope to see you there! Love, Kenny

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Love, Kenny

[comicteaparty]

May 20th-May 26th, 2020 Reader Favorites Archive

The archive for the Reader Favorites chat that occurred from May 20th, 2020 to May 26th, 2020.  The chat focused on the following  question:

How do you personally keep track of everything you read?

carcarchu

for western webcomics i Don't unless i read them on tapas or webtoons where it saves my place. otherwise if it's something i really love i'll leave it in a tab indefinitely saving my spot. for eastern webomics i religiously update my reading history on anilist or MU

Eilidh (Lady Changeling)

I uh

Don't

Capitania do Azar

I keep RSS feeds on things I absolutely must not forget and also keeping up with people's twitters

tho twitter is a very unstable way to get update notifications because things get lost real fast

but RSS never really failed me

chalcara [Nyx+Nyssa]

Bookmarks. If a comic goes onto my reading list, it goes into my bookmarks. I used to do RSS but that habit died with google reader.

RebelVampire

A mix of memory and Archive Binge (https://archivebinge.com/). Although these days probably more the former just because I have so little time for any reading I only do in bulk to the point I'll usually remember where I left off since I fortunately have a pretty good memory once I read a few pages. That being said, I have been considering switching to RSS feeds just for convenience, but time has really gotten in the way of me doing that as well. XD

LadyLazuli (Phantomarine)

...Poorly

Unless I get an email notification about it, or see an update on Twitter, I usually forget about the comic for a while. But the good news is, when I do remember, there are often many new pages to come back to. Like a mini binge!

Cronaj (Whispers of the Past)

I'm really bad at it, which is why I typically read comics on host sites like Webtoon, Tapas, etc. (Sorry all you personal website peeps!) I make very rare exceptions, because it's just too difficult for me to keep track of all the websites and all the new pages. The only other way that I can keep track is if I'm in the Discord server for a particular comic. If personal sites had easy to find email subscription buttons or something though, I'd probably be able to keep track better.

keii’ii (Heart of Keol)

Mailing list for "finished this chapter!" emails sounds reasonable. So you only get it every chapter.

Though for people who do longer chapters, maybe "finished this scene" emails might be a better option.

Cronaj (Whispers of the Past)

I don't mind page by page updates, but I might be one of the few that does a pretty good job of remembering what happened every page. But yeah! Email updates would so help me since I my email alerts my phone, so I can check important stuff (and comics) right away if I want to.

keii’ii (Heart of Keol)

I personally wouldn't want email for every new page for every comic I follow

I also don't mind page by page updates, but for email, it's different.

shadowhood (SunnyxRain)

I usually just keep the tab open for them on my Chrome....but most of the comics I read are from tapas/webtoons. However.....getting email updates would honestly flood my inbox, so I probably wouldn't want that

Cronaj (Whispers of the Past)

I mean, my inbox is already flooded with BS, lol. If you've ever bought something online or made an account anywhere, your inbox will be flooded, so it's really a minor inconvenience for me.

Also, you wouldn't be required to get email updates if you don't want them, but the option would be nice

keii’ii (Heart of Keol)

Email for "every comic you follow that updated today" could work, like if a site like archivebinge could work that out.

LadyLazuli (Phantomarine)

Oh that would be lovely

FeatherNotes(Krispy)

Honestly i like that idea too!

keii’ii (Heart of Keol)

I mean I guess we already have something close -- just bookmark AB and go there

But an email feature would definitely simplify it for many folks

DanitheCarutor

Oh man, I use public hosting sites, Discord and Twitter, which isn't the best for stand-alone site comics. Every so often I bookmark a comic I plan on reading, but then I always totally forget about it. There are a couple comics I remember every blue moon like Sister Claire or that comic about a Mexican Catholic kid trading his soul to summon a demon, or something, but then I end up forgetting where I left off... <_<' I heard using an RSS feed is good, but I'm pretty particular about stuff being in my inbox, if I get emails for a bunch of comics I'll probably just get annoyed. Lol

mariah (rainy day dreams)

Oh, yeah, that Archive Binge email idea is great or even like, what updated this week instead of just today. I also use bookmarks. And also I just have a million comics to start open in tabs. I do now have the Webtoon app so I can follow a handful of comics that don't have they're own site, but my preference is definitely for homesites. Maybe I'm just an old lady in that respect TuT I also usually read in little binges, but I also follow creators on Twitter/Instagram so I can see when those page updates post. I'll be honest, I don't really understand how RSS works X') I assume it somehow pings you when a site updates, but the mechanics of it I just don't know. But I definitely do have an RSS feed enabled on my site because I know some people use it.

Erin Ptah (BICP | Leif & Thorn)

RSS just works like any website where you subscribe to accounts and read a feed with the updates -- Twitter, Tumblr, blogs, whatever. Except that it isn't limited to a specific website, it's universal. You get one RSS-reading app and it can subscribe to any feed from anywhere.

Mine combines a couple different blogs, comics, podcasts, new fics posted in AO3 tags, and at least one Deviantart gallery. (Back in the day I put a couple of tumblrs on it, before I took the plunge and signed up with tumblr...)

Although for webcomics I use a combination of Archive Binge and ComicRocket. (If one of them isn't getting the updates for a specific comic, I follow it on the other one.)

Joichi [Hybrid Dolls]

I agree with LadyLazuli, if it wasn't for my Webtoon, Tappytoons & Tapas comic apps, it's hard to keep track elsewhere. I also rely on comic related discord channels or I watch for banners to show up to remind me to check out the comic series. Likewise, I want to get some sort of fun memo pad reminder to 'check up this series'. Another good source I love is Webcomic Library https://tagpacker.com/user/webcomic.library Luma did a great job categorizing them so it's easy to find titles with genres I'm interested in(edited)

sierrabravo (Hans Vogel is Dead)

yesss Webcomic Library!! they're so great

[zcldrizes-a]

𝟏𝟓𝟎𝟎+ 𝐟𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫. okay, the first thing i’m going to ask is... are you all lost? do you feel okay? if you had asked me back in 2017 when i made my blog, i would have told you that this happening would have literally been something beyond...all comprehension to me. the day or so after i made my blog, i remember someone posting a 1500 follow forever, and i was like...that will never be me. i will never ever have that many followers. and honestly, that was fine with me because it’s never been about the numbers, it’s always been about the writers and the plots and the threads. but to check my blog days ago and see that i had hit this milestone? that threw me so much it’s not even funny.

as a thank you for this, i’ll be picking a handful of people who like or reblog this to message randomly with little thank you gifts. i’ve never been hugely incredible at editing ( as seen by the fact this gif is heavily edited from the original one here ), so i’ve always been pretty conservative with what i put out there for the general rpc - but this is just going to be a little thank you from me to anyone who has supported me for a single day even, on this blog, to show what it means to me to have that kind of support.

i can honestly say i have never felt so at home on a roleplaying account before, on here or any other platform, and this has become my home to me. i’m still excited to check in every single day to see what’s happening, and whenever i get a notification, and that speaks volumes to me. thank you for giving me a chance to share this incredible character’s story, and for trusting me to do her justice, and supporting me as i do. thank you, for loving me. ♡

⋰ ♡ 𝒂 𝒇𝒆𝒘 𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒅𝒖𝒂𝒍 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒔, 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕𝒍𝒚 :

@killthebxy​ : i was going to say none of these would be in any type of order, but that’s a lit, because this first one is without a doubt the most important to me. and i don’t say that because you are my jon, and i don’t say that because of all our many plots and verses, i say that because you, fil, are the very best friend i think i’ve ever made through any kind of place on here. you are the person who reminds me to breathe when i forget how, and the person who holds me together when i fall apart. you are the person who makes me laugh on the good days and the bad, and you know by know exactly what you mean to me. when i first started this blog, you were one of the first to follow me, and you’ve supported me ever since, and i cannot thank you enough for that. thank you for being a part of my life, and thank you for existing. i love you, to the moon and back.

@arcusignis : i think i said most of this the other day but i really cannot believe i went so long without having you in my life. i’ve let you down before as a friend, but please just know that losing you as a friend only made me realise how much harder i would fight to keep that from ever happening again. you, individually, are one of the most stunning people i have ever met, and there will never come a day where i forget to remind you of that. i love you, and i love your fiery smol, and i will never let you forget it again.

@tymptir / @archcr : oh god, this is going to be a big one for me. hannah, you were the first person ever to give me a chance on here. back on day #1 of my blog, when my graphics were atrocious and my icons were terrible, and my tags were a mess, and everything was a work in progress. somehow, you saw through all of it to give me a shot, and quickly became my favourite person to write with. even now, i know that no matter what we plot and write together, it’s going to be beautiful. more than that, i genuinely love that we can talk about anything, whether it be your psycho cat whom i literally plan to steal, or discussing the gym, literally anything, i love our daily chats and they make my day. thank you for being the first person to give me a chance, and thank you for being in my life. please never leave it, because i don’t think i’d know what to do.

@perzyr : you had to know you’d get a mention, didn’t you? literally for all of the late night headcanon chats, the endless jokes about my children vision and rhubarb, the fact you are the only person always ready to hear me ramble about dany’s dragons at any given time. you are one of the most creative people i’ve ever met - and the only person willing to throw such thought into not just one type of magical creature, but every type that no one has thought about developing, creatures from all verses and timelines and just. daisy, you are so stunningly imaginative, and i love that i get to share a bit of that creativity and incorporate it into my muse, because i couldn’t without you.

@aeksicn / @clippedwingsx / @bogxgirl : so as i type this, you’re currently asking why you’re awake, and i’m encouraging you to stay up, and if this doesn’t describe us, i don’t know what else will. let alone the fact you have a starter meme list of stupid things we’ve said. you have become one of the most stable presences in my life over the past few years, and i thank whatever god exists for bringing you into my life. thank you for following me here, for taking this journey on here with me, and for inspiring me every step of the way with everything you do. for always being ready to listen when i need it, and for being there even when i don’t know that i do. i’m so happy you’re here.

@beasteaten / @sinsburnt : admittedly, i can’t take the credit for you being here, but the same sentiment applies. we’ve now known each other longer than i’ve known anyone on here, i think, and i think sometimes it’s easy to forget just how long you’ve been in my life because i genuinely can’t remember a time where i didn’t know you. i’m so happy you’ve found a home in octavia, and that you bring such a life to her, and that you endure every single one of my got rants even though we both know i go into way too many of them. ride or die, til the end, and if i let myself say much more than that, i’ll be going on forever, let’s be honest. thank you for loving me, and thank you for always being there.

@wolfqueennamedstark & @lifesevered & @scldsouls : i’m going to group you all together here, because i have the same thing to say to both of you, and since stark sisters and all ( except ruth but shh you’re adopted anyway ), we’re doing it. you are all so special to me in a way that i can’t even explain, but please just know that i think you’re all beautiful. on the good days, on the bad days, on a rainy day or a day of sunshine, i think you’re all amazing and good and kind and people who i genuinely am so proud to say i have in my life as friends. i hope that never changes, because i can’t imagine being here without any of you now that i’ve found you.

@rebxrnbyfire : i’m not going to say everything here, because you know what i would say for the most part, but what i will say is this : in such a short time frame, you have become one of the most important people on here to me, and i will never stop being grateful for the fact you were brought into my life. not just on roleplay, but you, the person behind the scenes, who makes me smile and laugh and cry and never gives me a reason to doubt myself. i know we’ve had some shaky times in the past, and i’m so happy they’re all behind us now, because i cherish you beyond what words could ever say. i love you more than i can express, and i hope you know how special you are.

@naathborn : all i think when i think of you is that one gif you always seem to spam me with, to be honest, but isn’t that so descriptive of our friendship? you make me smile and laugh so much, beth, and in the same way missandei is so important to daenerys, and in the same way emilia and nathalie dance to beyonce, you are my absolute better half on here. i love you, and i don’t think there’s ever been a single interaction of ours that hasn’t left me in tears of laughter or smiling all over. you are a genuine ray of sunshine, and i really just love you more than words can express.

@alldaddy : okay, so, i do not tell you how much i love and appreciate you enough, but you were one of the first people i really started shipping with on here. and though tumblr doesn’t see it much, we know how much we’ve developed dany and odin, and how much life we’ve breathed into them, and they make me happy. and maybe that’s why i forget to say it sometimes - because it hasn’t even occurred to me that there could ever be a world where you don’t know how loved you are, because i love you so much, and dany loves odin so much, and i just really don’t want you to ever doubt it. you, behind the scenes, are so talented and beautiful, and i love you. i’m thankful to know you.

the filgate squad : aka @tolvys / @sapphireoath & @exilekniight & @thesellsword / @thedolorous & @aeliell : okay, you’re all grouped in together because we dragged each other into the pits of hell, and now we’re staying here. with the exception of vic, i haven’t really gotten to know any of you until recently, and i really love that this has now become my little family? like i can message any one of you and know it’ll have me crying of laughter. let alone that damn voice chat that descended into the depths of hell faster than season 8′s ratings plummeted after the finale, where you all heard me quite literally unable to breathe from laughing so much. more than that, on the bad days, i know i have my own little queensguard ready to fight, and please just know that in turn, i would fight and die for any single one of you. i love you all, more than words can ever express, and now that we’re all sitting in the inferno together, you’re all stuck with me.

⋰ ♡ 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒔 :

@killthebxy / @automaiiiled, @arcusignis / @ardholen, @tymptir / @archcr, @wolfqueennamedstark , @perzyr , @exilekniight , @beasteaten / @sinsburnt , @clippedwingsx / @aeksicn / @bogxgirl , @lifesevered , @rebxrnbyfire / @silentshadcw, @naathborn , @deltiitnu / @withanarmy / @wildfireyes, @ofimaginarybeings , @satincrow , @longmayshereignxcersei , @alldaddy , @estoires / @initiare , @ashccra / @tyrxshisword , @boltxnbastard , @eldingaesir , @wolfcrownd , @needlcd , @russetwolf , @breakercfchains , @valyrianflame , @scldsouls , @thedolorous / @thesellsword , @sapphireoath / @tolvys , @faunabones , @talltalkr

⋰ ♡ 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒅𝒎𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒅, 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒇𝒂𝒓.

@fifthbornforrester &&, @crowncdcrow , @moreastark , @killtherxven , @ghostdirewolfe , @bolnav , @epheemere , @badinvcstmcnt , @rhaegxr , @reekcd , @dornishdrxgon , @qeldliie , @crownedclaw , @vaedar , @agirlingrey , @avestaproduction , @aeliell , @notintime , @fircandfury , @honnleathrose , @witandwine , @bloodablaze , @handofhonor , @theeldestsun , @murroyilodel , @timeripe , @wineinthewidow , @gulldrengur , @akingslayerx , @chevalier-de-la-fleurs , @sadisticatcd , @runegiven , @nctbitten , @chalceus , @revxurxharley , @musenssang , @dorzalti , @jernhjerte , @kaerinio , @reignfyre , @inbooks , @honorbound-dawn , @eversoblack , @ragsandrocks , @komtrkru , @crownedjust , @bythelotus , @cognoscente , @freydisi , @seasworth , @winterslcdy , @helenaiism , @pridefulroots , @ordinaryxgentleman , @ercgon , @allthosevoices , @bloodofdrxgons , @steel-winter-rose , @notenoughmuses , @nxrthborn , @wcmansweapcn , @ilvecchiio , @multimentium , @azhefa , @blodistridi , @weightofmyshield , @ofjordayne , @agirlofwinterfell  , @balerios , @serbriennecftarth , @drakrys , @winteruin , @hesquired , @regardsent , @dragetunge , @vaettiir , @brycecousland , @solemvictrix , @targreign , @impiae , @misplacedheroics , @rhaegail , @songgave , @sonofpendragon , @bearskeep , @alordnamedsnow , @viaminvenia , @effervescentsoulstm , @trnslatr , @bonebaker , @stoleforher , @ofwintcrfell , @lavendervcined , @soldativre , @thecomplication , @goldenwitted , @blckwiidcw , @zharvossi , @goldcncrown & i hope i didn’t forget anyone but honestly those i love should hopefully know who they are!

[hcrofraid]

Rules:

HALLO THERE! Here’s my rules! They’re a bit long, but hopefully you can push through ‘em and we can get a chance at interaction!

1. Themes might vary with this blog. Although I’m typically SFW, I might touch upon dark topics here and there.

Things will be tagged! I’ll try my best, anyways. If you want something in particular tagged, please let me know. The format I use for tagging is, for example, tw: swearing.

I don’t have any triggers but I do ask you tag all of your NSFW content.

That said, I won’t do anything NSFW - gore is okay, though.

I’m of age.

2. I‘m a little selective, but otherwise - I’m open to canon, au, crossover, and original characters! As long as their muns rp literately/write para.

If it’s a crossover, I have to know the fandom and be at least a little bit confident with it. This is so I’m able to work with you, our thread and have muse for it.

Absolutely no godmodding. It ain’t fun, fam. If you’re not sure what this term means, do look it up. This includes powerplaying, metagaming, and other things of that nature. This applies especially in fights if they happen (I’m chance-based and hope that you are too). 

I can be picky with OCs. But rest assured, if you’ve followed me/interacted with my promo, I’ll always give your pages a read.

Please don’t be offended if I don’t want to interact with you (and please don’t try to guilt me into doing so!). 

As for following back, I usually take a week tops to do so - but if you’ve hit up my promo, I go through that eventually.

As I’ve said, I’m selective and as a result mutuals do take priority - but I don’t have to be following you for you to interact with me. It just means I’m more likely to interact with you if you’re a mutual.

3. Please don’t rush me for starters or responses.

PLEASE understand that I have blogs galore and my muse tends to fluctuate; this can mean I’m everywhere at once and can end up neglecting a blog or two. It’s nothing personal; you know how muses are! Additionally, life happens to be a thing.

Please note the mun deals with anxiety and depression - this might affect how frequently she roleplays.

Chances are, I’ve probably has seen that bit of interactivity and just haven’t gotten around to responding yet.

My roleplaying style being para/multi-para, I may take a while to respond. I hoard drafts like a dragon - it’s really just the motivation to write and ship those out.

Just a reminder I hoard all your asks too, even weeks later. If I don’t respond to it, I’m either keeping it for a rainy day, or just can’t find the muse/interest for it currently. If it’s been a month or two though, just assume it wasn’t working for me unless I’ve informed you otherwise.

4. Shippings? Heck yeah I’m down for the fluffy content, as long as they’re of similar age to my boio.

If I don’t happen to be interested, don’t force anything on my character.

I do not ship incestuous ships. Do NOT follow/interact if you do.

Sontails will not be happening on this blog either, sorry.

The ship has to have chemistry; I’m generally shipping trash, but if they don’t click, they don’t click, sorry.

This is a multi-ship blog, meaning there will be more than one ship without them conflicting with eachother.

If you want to ship and I already have a ship of your choosing going with a duplicate, please don’t hesitate to hmu! My ships aren’t exclusive and each character/relationship portrayal is unique to me!

Relationships are eternal until you deem otherwise.

5. Whilst I am of age, I’m not aiming for sexual content on this blog (and will not be dealing with fetishes). That stuff makes me uncomfortable, and I typically don’t recommend pulling it with my character if you’re interacting with me. Nonetheless, should it arise, I will tag it appropriately. Also, Tails is a child. So no.

6. About reblogs…

I am not a meme source, and reblogs clog up my activity. Please reblog any memes you find on this blog from their SOURCE. The exception to this rule is if there is no source; go ahead.

I don’t feel comfortable with Personals reblogging my IC or OOC posts, so please don’t do that. If I put something in the fandom tags for whatever reason (bar promos), you’re free to, though.

Please don’t reblog my art unless I’ve drawn it specifically for you or said you can. I either have that as do not reblog for a reason, or I am planning to post it on my art blog at some point.

A few times is fine, as it happens, but repeatedly breaking these rules will result in me soft blocking you.

I try to participate in reblog karma as much as I can, but always reblog from the source/a meme source.

If a post or ask is for you, you’re free to reblog it to save it though - but only if you’re an rp blog!

7. I’m a para / multi-para blog, novella if I’m adventurous and have time. Whilst I may roleplay crack threads with shorter responses, this does not apply to all threads I write. This means:

I write my replies as detailed as I can muster.

Short responses (such as one-liners) in more serious threads where I’ve written a decent deal can instantly kill my muse for that thread.

Whilst I’d prefer for partners to at least somewhat match my length, it’s entirely up to you - just try your best and make sure you give me enough to work with. ♡

If my muse happens to go nuts out of nowhere - like, overboard - don’t stress too much about matching them.

If para roleplays aren’t your alley, I’m unlikely to roleplay with you. It’s nothing personal; it’s just finding muse for one-liner threads is incredibly difficult unless it’s dash shenanigans. Anything else outside that is fine, though - we can still have fun outside of proper threads.

If you need further context on the AU, the link to it’s tag is here! Otherwise just ask me!

Tails’ AU is one I’m very proud of and very attached to, so please don’t force your headcanons about him on me. If you’re unsure how certain events play out in the context of his universe, don’t hesitate to ask me about them!

That said, anything that might take place on this blog obviously isn’t canon to the AU itself; I just like writing for this boio and it helps me develop his character. It’s all hypothetical.

Additionally! Don’t worry too much if the headcanoned relationships between Tails and other muses don’t match yours. Those are mostly just guidelines for how Tails would USUALLY interact with your muse. I’m open to altering these relationships to better fit our threads! Don’t ever feel restricted to what I put down; it’s mostly just for context purposes because, well, Tails is absent. I’m an IM away for plotting.

8. Threads typically happen naturally with me, but if you’re looking for interaction opportunities:

I’ll have a permanent starter call somewhere for you to hit up; honestly though, if you’re a mutual? Pls feel free to hit it up.

Starter memes are the BEST way to interact me because they just yeet a prompt at my face and really help me write starters. If you see me reblog one, send one!

If there’s a verse you’re interested in, please specify.

If you want to turn an ask into a thread, go ahead!

I may not roleplay with every starter I am given - I’ll do a ‘background check’ if you’re a new blog on the block. If I don’t feel your writing style/length works with mine, I might not respond. Apologies. ;__;

Please don’t write para / novella starters up for me unless we’ve discussed something, sent something, or I’ve liked a starter call. I really don’t want to leave people hanging if I’m not interested.

IMs are open to mutuals, if you want to do any in-depth plotting.

I also have Discord! If you’re mutuals with me, feel free to ask for it!

9. Guidelines on mains and relationships:

If we’re mutuals and we interact a lot, you’re welcome to ask me if I’d like to be your main!

Please note that MAINS fall into two categories; one pertaining to Tails’ initial universe, and those pertaining to alternates. Although the latter is plenty, for clarity’s sake, there would be one alternate Tails might default to.

Please don’t be offended if I deny, though; I typically want to pick those I trust to be my mains as well as people I can comfortably write with.

Not limited to them! I roleplay with duplicates galore so don’t be afraid to hit me up if you want to interact!

Pre-established relationships are a-okay in my book; if you have an idea for a relationship between our muses we can work towards, hit me up! I reblog those pre-established relationship memes every so often too. Romantic relationships link back to the shipping guidelines.

Also, friendship/family/rivalry relationships are EXTREMELY valid to me. GIMME’ ALL THE PRECIOUS BONDING CONTENT PLS. THIS BOY NEEDS FRIENDS.

10. If you have any issues, please let me know and hopefully we can resolve it!

Mun is actually super nice, so don’t be afraid to hit her up!

I am absolutely terrible with IMs and sometimes even Discord. I either respond quickly or days later, depends on my mood. Social anxiety tends to interfere with this - but honestly, if you’ve sent something, I’ve likely read it and just haven’t gotten around to it yet! It’s nothing personal; trust me! I just need a social breather every now and again.

Please leave me out of drama; I’m here to have a good time, as is everyone else, and it pains me to see people arguing.

11. It’s easier with a clean dash for me, so I’m more likely to follow people who:

Trim their posts.

Have rules and about pages! I always read those before interacting or following!

If you don’t have either of those, I’m likely not to follow you - so make sure that you do!

12. On threads…

If you’re not interested in a thread anymore, and would like to drop it, please let me know! I’d feel terrible if we’re both not having fun with it or if partners feel overwhelmed with the amount of threads we have.

Honestly, unless I let you know, our threads have no expiry date - so no need to worry about me dropping them without telling you. I can just be quite slow sometimes.

13. Mun does not equal muse! Anything Tails might say does not reflect on how I think unless I explicitly say so.

14. Know that if I follow you, I WANT to interact with you.

I literally couldn’t care less about follower counts. I care about YOU guys and our interactions.

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16. These rules may be subject to change.

Please like this post if you’ve read the rules! You don’t have to, but it’s of personal reassurance to me if you have.

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A Look Back At My Time in Japan! Chapter 2

Welllllll it looks like it’s been a while since I last posted again...but I have an excuse! I was preparing for a pretty big interview and getting ready to make a trip back to Canada. Maybe you’ve heard of the JET programme and maybe you haven’t but I had an interview for that earlier this month and so it took up a lot of my headspace, I’ll be posting more about it once I hear my results in a month or so but I hope to not have too much of a gap anymore in between posts! Also, a mutual friend of both mine and the bf is coming to stay this weekend from Germany so I’m very excited about that and will hopefully have chapter 3 up afterward.

I said before that this will probably be a 4 part blog but you know I really just have so much to say on my experience and can hopefully provide some insight to any people looking to go on exchange to Japan in the future! Or go on exchange in general since my UK exchange story will be coming after this one! So much happened though that this may just end up being a 6 parter xD, ahh it really would have been great if I wrote what happened at the time. Well, I hope you enjoy reading about Japan through my eyes! I’ve also decided to go with naming these chapters since unlike my UK road trip blog, I’m writing this 4 years after the fact so it feels more like I’m telling a story than giving a week by week account on what I experienced. Anyway, last change to my blog! Promise!

Without further ado!

First Month on Exchange: April

I forgot to mention! At the end of chapter 1 was when I arrived in Nagasaki for the first time and earlier in the day before my homestay mother arrived to pick me up, all of the exchange students were made to sit a placement exam to determine their level of Japanese and which class they were to be placed into. Since I had barely slept the night prior and wasn’t really reviewing my textbooks until the last minute, I was only placed in Japanese 3 (they work up from 1) which was good enough for the level that I was at, at the time but if I had reviewed like I had wanted to instead of being lazy then I might have made it to Japanese level 4...but well, we’ll never know and I’m really just giving myself a hard time since I take learning languages, especially Japanese, and being a linguist super seriously. I’m a major procrastinator so of course, I put off reviewing until the last moment but I should be proud of myself for getting there and I made some really good friends that I’m still in touch with from being placed in Japanese 3. 

The day after arriving was a whirlwind! I felt like I could tackle anything and was so full of energy! I took my homestay mother up on her offer to drive me to the opening ceremony that was the day after I arrived in Nagasaki which was meant to welcome all the new exchange students and the first-year Japanese students. It was a rainy day but I was full of anticipation. I wore my best outfit that I had brought along with me and had high hopes. It was a really interesting experience as we never do opening ceremonies or anything of the sort for new university students in Canada. There are normally just fairs and maybe freebies up for grabs. My homestay mother only stayed for a small part of it and then left but it was short enough anyway so I didn’t mind. We were then shipped off to the university campus as the ceremony wasn’t actually at the school and then made to attend a sort of self-introduction and general information class where we each said a little something about ourselves and were able to ask any questions about what our life was going to be like for the next four months. I quickly seemed to grab the attention of a small Vietnamese-American who we’ll call TC. She was very bright and friendly and immediately asked if we could be friends because I said that I love to travel in my self-introduction and I seemed interesting whereas no one else did (probably should have taken this as a slight red flag but I felt flattered so whatever). We pretty quickly buddied up and spent a lot of time together thereafter. 

The next day was a Saturday and from the looks of my Google timeline, I mostly just walked around and explored my new neighbourhood the whole time and got to know my homestay family. Although Saturday morning was special because my homestay family took me up to Tateyama to go have a picnic next to the cherry blossoms since they were still in season. Tateyama has a “mountain” in the name but it’s really just a hill that was situated behind my homestay family’s apartment and it took about 30 minutes to walk up. I tried some kakigori (shaved ice) and played with the coolest little Shiba Inu. It was a lovely little morning and I got to experience the happy atmosphere of my neighborhood while we all took in the cherry blossoms. 

I was lucky enough to be placed in the centre of Nagasaki city while most other homestays were in the countryside, closer to the school. I wouldn’t have minded that since I adore the countryside of Japan and being placed in the city meant that I was an hour away from the university. My first official week in Nagasaki was jam-packed even though I hadn’t actually started my classes yet! Even though we had already attended our opening ceremony for the semester and the school year the previous Friday, classes, for the exchange students at least, weren’t scheduled to start until the second week of April and our first week was just for us to mostly do whatever we wanted! TC and I decided to spend our Monday making a day trip to the next prefecture which was Saga. We didn’t really have any idea what we wanted to do there exactly but I had recently purchased a JR Youth 18 ticket which is somewhat similar to a JR pass and anyone can buy it, not just tourists, and you can only go on local JR trains, so no bullet trains or high-speed trains. It costs about the equivalent of $120 and is good for any 5 non-consecutive days with unlimited trips on those days. We had looked up a bunch of cool things that were in Saga prefecture but would take a really long time to get to and weren’t anywhere near the actual city so we decided just to spend a day in Saga city...although we didn’t really have any choice. You see, I’m speaking to you in hindsight knowing full well how a lot of things work now...especially the JR Youth 18 ticket. I only briefly had an idea of it when I purchased it because L’s sister told me about it when I was living in Tokyo. So when TC and I embarked on our journey to explore Saga, we boarded a bullet train from Nagasaki station. We were about an hour into our trip when a conductor came by to check our ticket and notified us that we were very mistaken but he was super kind and understood that we didn’t know we had done something wrong and let us know what our next step should be. We told him where we wanted to go so he wrote out a detailed guide with all the stations we’d need to get on and get off at (after getting off the bullet train at the next stop) with all of the times. It was really helpful and I really appreciated it but what was supposed to be only an hour-long trip to the next prefecture turned into 4 and a half hours...I felt really bad because TC had left it to me since she couldn’t speak Japanese and voiced her displeasure at it all. It wasn’t a great start to the week but I think if I were on my own and the same thing was to happen then I honestly wouldn’t have minded. When we got off the bullet train we were in a really small town in the middle of nowhere that was super quiet with nothing around, it was actually really cool. We explored that area for about an hour while we waited for the next local train. There was a big river flowing through the city, an old shrine on top of a hill, and a bunch of little, colourful wind turbines lined up one after the other leading from the station to the river.  It was lovely. That stop had the longest wait for a train, the next few stops had trains coming one after the other, but we had just missed one by being on the bullet train. After a long journey, we finally made it to Saga city but it was super quiet and no one was around, maybe because it was a Monday? It was really nice though, there was something really serene about being in a city with one main street and no one around except for a few elderly people walking about. We didn’t end up staying for long but I knew from living in Tokyo for a month that government buildings of any Japanese city are usually free for people to go up to, to the top floor and get a view of the entire city so that’s what we did and it was really nice because again, no one else was there and it was just us. Afterward, we took some photos with the cherry blossoms and headed back to Nagasaki.

The next day I decided to use my JR Youth 18 ticket again to go to Sasebo which is in Nagasaki prefecture so it wouldn’t be that long of a trip but TC didn’t want to have any more long train rides for a while so I went on my own. Sasebo is well known in the prefecture by people and is a recommended spot from locals because it’s where the American naval base is and has a different vibe to it compared to other prefectures. It is also famous for the “Sasebo burger” which is essentially just a normal-sized burger to us Westerners but was designed for the surge in marines that were living in Sasebo after World War II and became a hit to all visitors thereafter. I really just spent an afternoon walking around and admiring the area because, yes, it didn’t quite feel like the rest of Japan, but not exactly like America either. You’d have to see for yourself. I mostly wanted to visit Sasebo because there was meant to be an abandoned theme park nearby and I love that sort of stuff but unfortunately I would have needed a car to get there. The train ride in and out is what made it really special. It was absolutely gorgeous because the trip went along the coast and it was such a beautiful day, I honestly wish I had videotaped it. 

The following couple of days I visited my university and more thoroughly explored the inner and outer parts of Nagasaki city, especially the biggest shrine in the area and what made that part of the city so popular, Suwajinja/ Suwa Shrine. “It is located in the northern part of the city, on the slopes of Mount Tamazono-san, and features a 277-step stone staircase leading up the mountain to the various buildings that comprise the shrine. Suwa shrine was established as a way of stopping and reversing the conversion to Christianity that was taking place in Nagasaki. In modern times it remains an important and successful center of the community.” https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suwa_Shrine_(Nagasaki)

I also got a job! It was the funniest thing actually. A day or so prior, I was walking with my homestay mother through town to help her go grocery shopping and I saw a little building that had an English school in it and was intrigued. Later, that night I looked the school up and decided to send them an email expressing my interest in working there part-time and if they had any open spots. I immediately got a response from the owner and he said I could come by the next day for a chat. I did just that and apparently, as I arrived, little did I know, a guy that the owner had just spent two weeks training and getting ready for the after spring break rush of students decided to quit at the last minute and do a runner. So to sum it up, after a pleasant but short conversation, I was hired on the spot. I was told to come by the next day for some quick training prep, as I had never taught English before, so that I could start the following week. He clearly needed someone after the other guy had bailed out though.

Finally, on Friday and the end of my first week in Nagasaki, all of the exchange students were taken for an overnight trip to the mountain and hot springs town of Unzen! It took us about 7 and a half hours to get there but we left early in the morning and arrived mid-afternoon so there was still plenty of time for us to do stuff. We were to stay in a traditional hotel next to a natural hot springs and several geysers. It was such a cool and mysterious area to explore with my exchange mates and TC, especially at night after soaking in the hot springs (which let me tell you was awkward considering it was my first time being naked in front of other people, other girls, but still). The air was misty because of the sulfur, smelled like rotten eggs, but that didn’t stop us from walking around in our hotel yukatas. We stayed up for a large portion of the night, took in the atmosphere and just basically partied. The next day we hiked Mount Unzen and it was awesome, the view was glorious. It was also just a really nice bonding experience and a better way for us all to get to know each other. After our hike, we were taken to the small town of Obama which wasn’t named after the former U.S. president but did have a statue of him. It was also a seaside town and was popular for its free public hot spring foot baths which we indulged in after having a delicious nabe lunch. It was an unforgettable overnight trip and did its job of helping all the exchange students get to know each other better (more detail here and below).

The following week consisted of more city exploration, settling in, my first shifts at the English school, some administrative university stuff like signing up for classes the old school way with pen and paper - gotta love Japan - and actually attending classes. It may seem a bit mundane but I enjoyed every minute of it. Oh I forgot to mention, another reason why Nagasaki is so cool to explore and why I never get tired of it is there is a big Portuguese and Dutch influence mixed in with the Japanese aesthetic because those were the first countries that Japan opened up trade to on the port of Nagasaki between the 16th and 19th centuries. To add to that, there are also several hidden Christian sites that are also UNESCO World Heritage sites around the area because when Christianity first appeared with the Dutch and the Portuguese, it was outlawed and forbidden.

In the next couple of weeks, I went strawberry picking with my homestay family which was spectacular! They had a family friend who owned a strawberry farm and we were allowed to pick an unlimited number of delicious, fresh strawberries. I’m telling you we picked enough strawberries to last us for the next few weeks and I got a strawberry coma from the amount that I ate. It was great. After strawberry picking, my homestay family took me to a restaurant nearby the farm where all the ingredients were locally sourced. A few days after that, I spent the day with a few of my new friends as well as TC and we went to the Nagasaki Penguin Aquarium and, boy, was that cool. We saw so many species of Penguin with all sorts of personalities. There was something that put a bit of a hamper in our day and that had to do with a guy who my friend so eloquently nicknamed as “kimoi” (Japanese for gross). I suppose it all started a  day or so before my friends and I decided to meet up for the aquarium. I was sitting in the lounge at uni waiting for some people when a Japanese guy approached me and wanted to chat and obviously that was no problem so I obliged because I’m always down to make new friends. He  seemed nice and friendly enough but we slowly moved from small talk to him mentioning a girl that I am now friends with but at the time didn’t know so well even though we were in the same class. He began talking shit about her and how mean she was to him and….how he wanted to kill her...I was like whoa ok no need for that, I’m sure it was a misunderstanding and I tried to cheer him up and his mood did end up getting better and then he just started complimenting me and saying how nice I was and I honestly didn’t know how to take what was happening. I honestly should have taken it more seriously but it was really just a passing conversation that I had with him since we were the only ones in the lounge and he seemed to be friends with a few other people that I had befriended. It was very strange though especially since Japanese people aren’t known to speak ill of others. Anyway, someone from the group of people I met had invited him to hang out with us at the aquarium and I was ok with it at first but...it turns out that he took our small talk that happened by chance as a sign that I liked him??? And wanted to date him?? He assumed that this whole day at the aquarium was our date and I somehow turned into his girlfriend and the other people that were there were just...third, fourth, fifth, and sixth wheels….It was bizarre and I was thoroughly creeped out. He was clearly unstable. The whole time at the aquarium he was trying to find a chance to be alone with me and get the other guys to leave but I kept making sure we were always with everyone and finally one of my guy friends took one for the team and said he’ll distract him by insisting he wants to hang out with him somewhere else while the rest of us headed back to the city. We ended the day by having a much needed calming visit to the Nagasaki Museum of History and Culture and spent a couple of hours learning about our new home. 

Then, on the 27th of April, my birthday, I was pleasantly surprised by a home celebration planned by my homestay mother. She got me a little Sailor Moon figure since I mentioned how much I love the character Sailor Moon, ordered chiraishi bowls for all of us which is essentially sashimi over rice, and some cake. I was absolutely delighted. It was a fantastic day if I do say so myself especially since earlier in the day when I was in class my new friends had all bought me snacks and wished me happy birthday. I was further spoiled after work the next day by my boss taking me and my coworkers out for an izakaya dinner, obviously I don’t drink but the food at izakayas are always sooooo good. It was definitely one of my more favourite birthdays, I was 22 and having the time of my life.

I decided to end off April and spend Golden Week, which is a week at the end of April and beginning of May filled with national holidays and is thus called “Golden Week” by making a trip to Busan, South Korea with TC. She found a deal for us to take a 3-hour ferry from Fukuoka to Busan and stay in a Couchsurfing place (which was to be my first of many). I soon learned from this trip that even though TC claimed to be travel savvy, she doesn’t really do her research very well. But I’ll get to that in a bit. We embarked on our journey from Nagasaki station by highway bus (which was the cheapest option) to Fukuoka to take our ferry. When we arrived, we quickly got lost. South Korea, well Busan, isn’t quite as easy to figure out as Japan but that’s mostly because neither of us spoke Korean. We spent a while trying to find wifi and our host’s place. We were excited to be able to explore the city of Busan at any rate and spoke to a few locals along our way who could speak a little English. When we finally found and arrived at our host’s place. We found out that our host didn’t have a bed or a blanket or anything for us to sleep on, just literally the hardwood floor of his kitchen in a small one-bedroom apartment. I mean I was grateful to have shelter, I was, but damn. TC complained that the couple of other times that she used Couchsurfing she always had her own room and bed and didn’t know why this happened but being that I now have lots of experience in Couchsurfing, I can tell you that TC was either lying or that she must have had luck of the draw with her previous Couchsurfing trips and just requested to stay with the first person that popped up in Busan. Normally, when you look on Couchsurfing you can tell what the host is offering, where you get your own room or a shared room, how much privacy you get and pictures of the place but this guy must have had nothing up on his profile otherwise I don’t see how TC would have requested to stay with him...actually I still don’t see why she requested to stay with him. I never stay with someone if they have no references, pictures, or if it’s a shared space. It was such an uncomfortable 6 days because I really was not prepared to be sleeping on a hardwood floor with no cover but the clothes from my bag. The host was really nice though and he could speak English well so that was a plus. I mostly blame TC for most likely not actually reading his profile because then I could have prepared myself.

We spent our first full day in Busan and the last day of April at the Gamcheon Culture Village which is considered the “Asian Santorini” for its colourful landscape. TC had arranged for us to meet up with another couchsurfing host and his guest. One of whom was a Vietnamese ex-pat and an American from Connecticut that had been spending the past few months traveling around Asia. He was really cool and open-minded, we both connected with the two guys really quickly and had a blast exploring the village, trying street food and heading to downtown Busan. The American guy, Z, reminded me that travel shouldn’t be about seeing as much as possible but just absorbing where you are and taking in everything as opposed to getting so much done but never actually experiencing it. We walked for ages and thoroughly investigated every nook and cranny of this intriguing village. We also hiked up to the top and took an amazing view of all of the colourful buildings and artwork. I ate a loooot of street food that day and honestly each thing was under a dollar, it was great! Two things stood out to me from my street food adventure and that was Beondegi which is silkworm pupae; bitter but not overly gross and hotteok; my absolute favourite thing that I tried even though I’m not really much of a sweet tooth. It was a deliciously sweet, caramelly thick pancake with peanuts. One of the reasons why I love Busan so much is that the food is so cheap and delicious so I really did eat a lot of it….Since we hit it off with these two other couch surfers, we decided to meet up with them a few more times before leaving Busan. Later that night when we got back to our host’s apartment, we were invited to have fried chicken with him and his friend--an absolute must-have if you’re ever in Korea.